the way i love you (:

Topsy Turvy April

2011-04-19T03:07:00.001+08:00

I'm friggin bored so i decided to revive my blog back from the dead. Im sure Ahpikpik will like it cos he loooooooove it when i talked bout him. LOL. March was like the awesomest month ever. I want to return back to March boleh? I hate April. Everything was so beautiful and BAM! The spark is gone. Grrrr. I want May now,PWEETY PWISH. ): Kay iknow i act cute. Since BB start school already,im back with my no-life-sucka LIFE. I can't meet him everyday. ): But we can still work together tho IF we happen to get shifts on the same day uh. I just realised that im typing using idk-whut-english. LOL.
Ahhhhhhkay. Suddenly,idk whut to write. Ba-Gus. Dabai uh.
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Caramel Fuck-ppuccino Valentine

2011-02-14T14:57:00.003+08:00

A mini heart-shape cake in the fridge,just fo you.

Take it from me asap or i'm gonna eat it like i ate your bday cake last June. LOL.

Can i say that day was memorable? HAHAHAHA! A bitch kinda ruin it tho.

So yeah,wanted to bake those heart-shaped brownies and cookies but the forever hot-bod good-looking bracey boy wants to have a chocolate fondue instead. It ain't a bad idea actually. I LOVE IT!

So the problem now is,how to melt the chocolate at store?

I will still bake the heart-shaped cookies,i guess.

Adrian will be dropping by,to pass me the movie tix! *screaming*

Im so sexcited fo store meeting! :D

Fact # 140211: My hair is practically short now and i cut it myself.

So when i told the other partners that i cut my hair short,they said that theres no difference. WTH!

Theres a huge difference okay! My hair now is way above my boobs.

Ain't that short?! Oh well,i love it even tho theres some cacatness.

So i love this guy. Hes delicate,fragile,sensitive. Just like a baby.

He gives me the butterflies in my stomach and make my heart beats fast each time hes around.

Hes the one i love. Hes the one i care.

And i love being mushy when i talk bout him.

Idc whut ppl think,its just me,deeply in love with a boy.

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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-02-12T02:40:00.000+08:00

I learnt my lesson. The thought of you to just walk away,scares me. Whuts more,i'm at fault. I didn't mean to do whut i did. Its the thrill you get. The adrenaline rush,to experience something new. In the end,i do regret cos i didn't get the adrenaline rush at all. Okay lets start being mushy.

I may had gone hundreds of dates with other guys,i have to admit,none left the impact on me. Maybe i'll like him at first fo being cute or sweet but yeah,i can't find you in any of them. My heart still searched fo you. Can i say that you're the best? Cos you really are. Of cos you have some imperfections but the love hides all your flaws. Those stupid,disgusting habits of yours,i love them cos its YOU. We make promises to each other and iknow,promises are meant to be broken but its does not work fo our case okay! A promise is a promise. Right now,i'm happy,you're happy,we're happy. Everything is just beautiful. We fought alot but we reconcile after it feels...awkward? Idk,that feeling when we don't talk each other when we can't live without talking to each other. Hahaha! Yes,after that moment. I'll realised that you mean alot to me and love you more. Thats why i love to fight with you. Lol.

Hopefully you'll have time fo me next 2 weeks. Just the two of us please. Lets go on a date. Theres a dress hanging in the wadrobe,waiting fo me to wear her on a special day with a special someone. (:
This post isn't about Tom. Idk who the hell Tom is in the first place. Okay go figure.

Store meeting next wednesday! Im so the excited,idk why. Hehehes. I'm gonna bake heart-shaped cookies,heart-shaped brownies. I wanna spread loveeee. Hahahaha! I'll be conducting coffee tasting with the forever handsome hot-bod bracey guy,JoonKiat! Hehehehes! :D Oklahbai.
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Say A Little Prayer For You

2011-02-09T02:15:00.001+08:00

The moment I wake up

Before I put on my makeup

I say a little prayer for you

While combing my hair, now

And wondering what dress to wear, now

I say a little prayer for you

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart

And I will love you

Forever, forever, we never will part

Oh, how I'll love you

Together, together, that's how it must be

To live without you

Would only be heartbreak for me

I run for the bus, dear

While riding I think of us, dear

I say a little prayer for you

At work, I just take time

And all through my coffee break-time

I say a little prayer for you

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart

And I will love you

Forever, forever we never will part

Oh, how I'll love you

Together, together, that's how it must be

To live without you

Would only be heartbreak for me

I say a little prayer for you

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart

And I will love you

Forever, forever we never will part

Oh, how I'll love you

Together, together, that's how it must be

To live without you

Would only be heartbreak for me

My darling believe me, ( believe me)

For me there is no one but you!

Please love me too (answer his pray)

And I'm in love with you (answer his pray)

Answer my prayer now babe (answer his pray)

Forever, and ever, you'll stay in my heart

And I will love you

Forever, and ever we never will part

Oh, how I'll love you

Together, forever, that's how it must be

To live without you

Would only mean heartbreak for me (oooooooooh)

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Samurai Burger gives me ORGASM!

2011-01-26T02:15:00.002+08:00

I was shocked to see today's date. Like OH-EM-GEE,January is ending soon! Time flies aye.
Don't even bother to ask me whut grade did i get fo my maths. Surprisingly,i did better this time round.
HAHAHAHA! K fake. Idk why i retake my maths in the first place. =..= Okay moving on.
So far seoul good. I need to find a new job. My parents hate the fact that i'm working at Starbucks.
-_____- It ain't that bad right?! So i actually skipped the G2000 interview. Okay since when i go fo interviews?! Hahaha! Im infamous fo skipping interviews. Then some of you will go,''why the fuck you apply fo the jobs in the first place?!'' Okay aku dumbo. Working later! Weehoo! Out of the house! Weehoo!
Tom had been a great asswipe this month! Hehehehezxzxzxz. Favourite day of the month shall be...
The day i said i need ice-cream theraphy! :D It was unplan,no,it was a last minute plan actually.
Swensens buffet was awesome! If only i savoured more ice-cream,it wouldn't be a waste fo Tom. Sadly my stomach was screaming fo real food instead,not ice-cream. ): Nevertheless,i enjoyed the day and we bought fedora each! :DD
Oh yes,i bought a new camera and i only took less than 10 pictures and its spoilt now. =..= I love my tumbler but now i hate it cos hes the cause fo it! K partly its my fault ah. K papelah. I still love my tumbler! HAHAHAHA!
Theres so much to update. Gawd. Ladidadidadidadadadidadidadidadidididaaaaaa!
My past is back,hunting (not haunting kay!) me down. My past wants to be my future. While my present,can't even be bothered bout the future,sorry to say. Hmmm.
Payday is on friday! How more awesome can this week be huh. Hoping that this time round it would be more than last month's. Left with 6bucks to survive fo the next 2days. I think i can make it butttt...samurai burger is friggin awesome! I'm drooling right now,just at the sight of its name. HAHAHAHA! I will dream of you tonight,meaty baby!
Is there anything that i missed out? A ghost just disturbed me. =..= Fml. Why the fuck my mum keeps the congkak under my bed,i wonder. Every night i can hear the marbles moving by itself. Urghhh...seriously,FML. Going to my parent's bedroom soon. Sleeping in their room is the safest! LOL.
I miss Amanda. The house is so dead without her cries,laughs and her 'bababababa'. Surprisingly,i miss her when im jealous that my mum paid attention to her more than me! Hahahaha! Wtf.

Tom. Tom. Tom. I love the collage you made. I love Easy A. I love your new hair. (thats a lie) I love all the 3 shirts that you bought at Cotton On cos surprisingly,i have the 3 exact same shirts in my closet. HAHAHAHA! I love your fedora cos it got my name written on it. I love your laptop cos your wallpaper has my face on it. (if its still the same wallpaper now.) I love whut you wore to school on the wear-formal day cos i chose the tie and belt. HAHAHA! I love the fact that you wore your mum's pants! Sho cute! :P I love when you play games,especially WORMS when im beside you. =..= Asshole. I love when you cooked fried rice without onions cos it tastes bland butttt,the thought that counts! :D I love when we plan things budgetly when we don't have money in our pockets. I love when we both wear our dreamcatcher necklace. I love when you bought milo when yknow i hate to drink it when eating something. I love when you step taknak doughnut but end up taking one and kena tease by my dad. HAHAHAHA! I love pinching your man-boobs. I love when you snored while i stayed awake,unable to sleep,due to your loud snoring! I love taking long bus rides with you. I love your picnic basket! I love to picnic at Jessie's house fo hours! =..= I love it when you eat egg thosai after eating rice with black pepper chicken. LOL. I love when you don't friggin smoke. I love it when you called me ugly. I love the part when i have to search fo you after you ran away,it feels like im in a korean drama. HAHAHAHA! I love it when you escape school and go to work with me. I love to watch you work. I love it when you're extremely happy that you're going to get promoted to be a manager. You beat me to that. I love that you're a himbo while im a bimbo. HAHAHA! I love the fact that we both are the most slengest at sb-sw. I love the #1 fact,that we're like Tom&Jerry,Timone&Pumbaa,Chuck&Blair and lastly,Afira&Afiq. (: The list can go on and on. I love every single thing bout you. When i get married (to a rich guy),i will invite you,fo sho one! Hahahaha! I'm looking forward to the next few days,weeks,months with you,if god's willing. Amin. Tetiba aku jadi alim. Amin.

Meet you later,heart. I want to eat my double choc muffin and iced chocolate to go with it. AWESOME.

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The heart says:

2011-01-25T16:14:00.000+08:00

rawr,i still do.

2011-01-06T02:26:00.001+08:00

I found this at the net.

I remembered giving this to that someone.

Hmmm.

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Paranoid-ism is a bitch.

2011-01-06T01:52:00.003+08:00

2011. Sat on the couch,with a tub of ice-cream in my hand,watched korean drama all the way. I can't be bothered to look outside the window and watch the fireworks. I don't see the point of celebrating it when the next day,its still gonna be the same. The only thing that i'm excited bout 2011 is,i'm turning 18. LOL.
On Sunday,we had a farewell party fo Faizal and Adrian. It was really sad. They were there,witnessing me grow up in Starbucks and now,they are gone. Whut a great start of 2011. I think i need to find a new job. Everyweek,im only given 2 shifts,on WEEKENDS. Wth am i gonna do on weekdays then?!

I love these peeps!

Even tho they irritate me with those assumptions.

LOL.

Whut happens when everyone is so confident that we will win the bloody 1.2K?

Ideas fo outings start to flow. I can feel the excitement when we discussed bout it even tho my eyes were half close. It would be friggin awesome if we go A'Famosa. I never been there before. I just want to go overseas with that money. It will then be worthwhile. Geeee. I feel the excitement now! Hahahaha! Please end soon 6 January. I can't wait to get my hands on the cheque. HAHAHAHA! Plus the movie tix,the pizza and idk whut Rin had in mind. The prizes are soooo gonna be mine! :D

Oh ya,i dropped my mother's RED phone in the bus,otw to Starbucks. LOL. Suay or whut. And its not the first time. Tsk. I cannot live without a phone. I can dieeeeee. Okay i'm talking crap cos i'm sleepy. LOL.

Sorry Pumbaa. ): Outing soon please. WE REALLY NEED IT.

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Enchanted ♥

2011-01-05T22:09:00.001+08:00

Here i was again tonight forcing laughter,faking smiles,
Same old tired,lonely place,
Walls of insincerity,shifting eyes and vacancy,
Vanished when i see your face.
All i can say is it was enchanting to meet you.

Your eyes whisperes,'Have we met?',
Across the room,your silhouette starts to make its way to me,
The playful conversations starts,counter all your quick remarks,
Like passing noted in secrecy,
And it was enchanting to meet you,
All i can say is i was enchanted to meet you.

This night is sparkling,don't you let it go,
I'm wonderstruck,blushing all the way home,
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew,
I was enchanted to meet you.

The lingering question kept me up,
2a.m,who do you love?
I wonder till im wide awake,
Now im pacing back and forth,
Wishing you were at my door,
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanting to meet you,
All i know is i was enchanted to meet you.

This night is sparkling,don't you let it go,
I'm wonderstruck,blushing all the way home,
]'ll spend forever wodering if you knew,
This night is flawless,don't you let it go,
I'm wonderstruck,dancing around all alone,
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew,
I was enchanted to meet you.

This is me praying that this was the very first page,
Not where the storyline ends,
My thoughts will echo your name until i see you again,
These are the words i held back as i was leaving too soon,
I was enchanted to meet you.

Please don't be in love with someone else,
Please don't have somebody waiting on you,
Please don't be in love with someone else,
Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

This night is sparkling,don't you let it go,
I'm wonderstruck,blushing all the way home,
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew,
This night is flawless,don't you let it go,
I'm wonderstruck,dancing around all alone,
'll spend forever wondering if you knew,
I was enchanted to meet you.

Please don't be in love with someone else,
Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

blackout at Topman

2010-12-28T16:06:00.002+08:00

A week at Penang = Misery. Spend 3/4 of the week,meeting cousins and more cousins. Spend only 1/4 on shopping. I spent Rm300 on idk whut. I only bought a few clothes. The awesome part is i bought guy tees. I love wearing guy tees cos it hides my tiny-only-bones body. I LOVE my robert pattison tee! Even tho im not a fan of his. Hahaha. Queensbay is an awesome mall with F21,Topshop/Topman,GAP. The saddest part is,we went shopping at Queensbay on the last day and im left with extremely little money. =..= I spend lots of money on Famous Amos cookies. Hehehehezxzxzxz. Be jealous Tom. I ate curry almost everyday. I can die any minute. My body is intoxicated with spices. HAHAHAHA!

I'm happy that i'm back. Parents are away. Batam. 2 nights with no them. Freedom? Nah,im still stuck at home. Lol. My hair is short. I hate it. Its short! Gawd. Siblings are fighting. Idk whut the fuck yang PECAH. =..=
I have to get out of the house! Tom,come save me please! This is a so random post. LOL. Okbai.
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the promise

2010-12-15T21:06:00.001+08:00

It will be 2011 in a few days time. Time flies fast fo me as i will spend the rest of december,overseas. When i come back,it will be 2011 already. Awesome. I'm looking forward to the new year,to start afresh. 2010 is a hell to me. Going thru those hard times,taught me to be stronger. Nevertheless,look on the bright side.

I did get the best job and awesome workmates. :D The best part 0f 2010.

My 2011 wish would be,oh good karma,please come and hit me with your best shot cos i fucking need you.

I made a promise and i promise i won't break the promise i made.

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Fact #141210

2010-12-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

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Happy 7th December. (:

2010-12-07T01:20:00.001+08:00

Where are my friends?

Where had they gone to?

Isit my fault or isit theirs?

I'm left with nothing now.

Hmm.

Day by day i realised that,the usual people in my life are now gone from my life. Its like they never exist in my life at all. Seeing how happy they are at fb,liking their status,to show them that,Hey im here. Your friend is still alive yknow. But nahhh,not even a hi from you guys. Wrote on your wall,exchanged few words and thats it,it ends there. The next day,we act like we never had that conversation. We were bestfriends and now,we're total strangers. (Y) Right now,i'm left with my Starbucks mates,Tom,Sab and family only. I guess,i'll just keep and treasure these precious people of mine. Its life and it has to go on no matta whut.

In 2 days,i already spent $100 of my pay. *shake heads* Now,after putting aside few hundreds fo holidays and spend ALOT on food,im left with less than $150. Thats really bad. Idk how to survive. Hmm.

Dear Tom,you're the best and i heart you fo that. (:
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YOU ARE JUST JEALOUS. GROW UP SUCKA! _|_

2010-11-29T20:56:00.002+08:00

I miss her long hair,like alot.

LIFE IS FRIGGIN AWESOME.

Sunday,after closing,we all,the HAWTSTUFFS went supper together. I didn't really drink or eat bcos i was really tired. We chatted and laughed the whole night,it was awesome. Went home at 3am,parents were really pissed off but i didn't care. Thanks ekal fo waiting fo me to get home. Kau sweet lah kalau nak duit dari aku. HAHAHAHA! Woke up at noon,mum already started cooking and she called me to eat,as tho nothing happen. I just go with the flow. AND she cooked the dish that i had been craving all this while! Idk if its a co-incidence or is she trying to be nice with me fo a reason? Hahaha. Whutever it is,im happy that she never gave me any cold shoulders. (:

I really need a new wadrobe. A bigger one! Fo my current clothes and future clothes. Hehehezxzxzxz! Omg,i can't wait to go shopping again after i get my pay! New clothes are forever awesome.

Oh ya,i found a cute chinese guy who wore braces! *melts* I haven't exactly met him after wearing braces but sooooon,this thursday! Now,i feel like i want to wear braces too. Geeee....so cute!
I want MadJack,Tom. ): Lets go dinner again,pwish. AND also,high tea! Hahahaha! We will buy cakes from starbucks,mccafe and bakeries,and savour it together. Gosh,that will be really awesome! :DD
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Tom.♥

2010-11-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

Working in the morning,as usual. I was taking a customer's order when i saw this familiar face,walking into Starbucks. I was stunned fo the moment. Wtf is he doing here?! Its ELMO! HAHAHAHA! Kfake,but i did met elmo,ernie and cookie monster. This one not a lie. So yeah,the person was...Tom. (: The reason he did not went to school is because he woke up late. (Y) So i get to eat my breakfast deluxe thanks to him! Muaxx! I did not go Northpoint alone this time to take stock,thanks to him! Muaxx! I get to watch Due Date,AT LAST,thanks to him! Muaxx! (: I'm happy that you came and spend time with me indirectly. Hahaha! Please wake up late more often. Hehehezxzxz. <3

Theres a new guy at Starbucks! Ok hes cute. Even tom agrees on that. Hahaha! Gay. Sad news,theres no more molten chocolate cake. ): Its forever gone. ): Good news is,im still leading and im the obvious winner! Nyehahaha! Get ready fo another round of movie TOM! There will be a christmas exchange among us partners. Can't wait! Next thurs is the STARBUCKS OPEN HOUSE! OH-EM-GEE! My position is changed! Woohoo! I was supposed to be the one holding that charity tin and ring the bell but now i'll be handling the POS! And the last bad news is,the killer is back. I'm going to die,like again. Oh Adrian. Tsk. I'm still not sure if i want to go the Starbucks Anni Dinner. Have to dress up according to the theme is one leceh thing,the other thing is,theres no Tom. ):

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Falling Apart

2010-11-19T19:14:00.001+08:00

My life is falling apart. I'm losing all those who are important to me,one by one.
Thats a sign that i have to start anew. Which i certainly am not ready yet.
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FUCK YOU. Heh.

2010-11-16T10:58:00.002+08:00

Sooooooooo. Out of the blue,im craving fo molten chocolate cake with whip cream on it and hot chocolate with marshmallows! That's heaven.
Guess who's leading fo all categories at SB-SW?! ITS ME BITCHES! :D
Iknow im the best barista there. HAHAHA! Self-praise.
Eversince i work,i lost 4kg. ): 4kg is a mega big deal fo me! I look like power puff girl now. ):
So i thought of quitting but i love Starbucks. So im gonna ask fo a transfer instead,to Civic perhaps.
Its nearer plus there are many food stations! I can eat a variety of food unlike at SSC.
But of cos,i will miss SB-SW. ):
Hmm...still deciding.
To twinney,thankyouverymuch. You still owe me tho. Hahaha! I'm starting to like Raspberry Lemon. (:

We felt insecure. We never trust each other. Thats the reason why we end up like this. I'm sorry.
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Fact #151110

2010-11-15T23:31:00.001+08:00

The hardest thing is to say goodbye when you don't want to.
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Aku bored nak mampos.

2010-11-11T15:47:00.000+08:00

Bored at home. Can commit suicide. I want to go work. I want my Hot Chocolate. With marshmallows. I want to feast my eyes on the pastry case. I want to nibble slowly on the monster cookie. I want to steal glances at Cotton On and trying to resist the temptation. I want to sit at the backroom and take a 5min nap. I want touch all the money in the POS. I want to re-print receipts with christmas drinks,food and retail on it. I want to brag with other partners cos im leading at the store. ): Two days i never work,im missing all these. All i did at home was sleep,fb.sleep,fb. Imma no life sucka at home! Tsk. Fatigue is overpowering me. I want to go out but its raining. Haiya.

Pay was few days ago. Now its left with half and i realised that i spend mostly on food. =..= The cakes at Starbucks and Mccafe are so tempting! I really want apple crumble now. I want to go beach,again. Everyone is so busy. Haish. Please spare some time fo this poor little kitten. ):

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Irony #071110

2010-11-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

Its ironic that we are still strong and living because of that someone but the fact is,

that person is our weakness.

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It wouldn't be my world without you in it.

2010-11-09T21:10:00.004+08:00

Firstly,i wanna thank twinney fo that awesome Sunday. You made me waste a lot of money. Thankyou. (: HAHAHAHA! Kjoking. You missed out something in your blog tho. SHADES that i bought fo you. That sounds better. Hahaha! Perangai tak ikhlas. We did not swim-swim but its okay,next time i WANT TO SWIM please. Unlucky fo us,it rains and we were fucking shivering in the tent. Kwait,twinney was sweating like a pig. This one true story,i never lie. HAHAHA! Oh oh oh,I <3 my new wayfarer. Its sho NICE. Next,we will go...cannot tell. Later some typical people will follow whut we do. Tsk. Iknow me and twinney are awesome people,we do awesome things. We are like the trendsetters fo these people. HAHAHA! Kthisone im really serious.

Twinney,you never stop surprising me. Today,with briyani rice,just whut i craved today but unfortunately,i lose my appetite. Well,end up you and asyura finished it. =..= Perangai budak gemok betol. SO whuts next? Hopefully,nothing bad. Please,i don't want any heart attacks. Hahaha! Hope you like the white musk and mandi everyday. (:
ily Tom. <3

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missing babi

2010-11-05T01:18:00.000+08:00

Aku miss bestfriend,even tho we met just now but we barely exchange words.

Silence and looking at the sky,so many things going thru our mind.

I was wondering,were you thinking bout me just now?

Cos i did,bestfriend.

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Chuck and Blair

2010-11-05T01:11:00.001+08:00

Blair: Last fall you said we couldn't be together, and I believed you. But everytime I try to move on, you're right there, acting like-

Chuck: Acting like what?

Blair: Like...maybe you want me to be as unhappy as you are.

Chuck: I would never wish that on anyone. I want you to be happy.

Blair: Then look down deep, into the soul I know you have, and tell me if what you feel for me is real, or if it's just a game. If it's real, we'll figure it out...all of us. But if it's not, then please Chuck, just let me go.

Chuck: It's just a game. I hate to lose. You're free to go.

Blair: Thank you.

Serena: Chuck, why did you just do that?
Chuck: Because I love her and I can't make her happy
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never say never-the fray

2010-10-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

Two days passed. It went pretty fast. I'm still alive even tho i did suffer a lil,with you always in my mind but i don't have to worry anymore fo the next few days. Amanda is BACK! Hehehehezxzxzxz! Idk why but i'm really happy to have her around. Thank god she came at the right time. Wish me luck ppl. [:

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perfect nightmare

2010-10-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

Its like i had been updating always even tho im really fucking tired. Had been working almost everyday. I'm sure next week,my schedule will be pack too. Have to bear all this fo the sake of the holiday this december. Need lotsa moolahs! Ytd,i helped twinney do closing so its like im working full shift and today i opening. And tomorrow i pre-close Tired like fuck now but i don't feel like sleeping at all. =..= Watched vampire diaries. I think i can go nuts soon. Oh,i prefer Paul Wesley than Ian Somerhalder. (:
And Nina Dobrev is BEAUTIFUL.
All i want was to escape from this reality. I wished that it was just a dream. Things are complicated at home now since they knew about it and i never learn from my lesson. Amazing. I think i'm gonna turn worse soon. School. Hopefully i can take up that new course at RP. Restaurant and culinary operations. Its sounds so interesting but the accounting part make me go fly like a G6. Hahaha!

Idk since when twinney is so....matured. I'm glad that hes learning from all these. Now you can be MORE independent and don't depend on me too much. Like fo example,don't expect me to help you do closing anymore UNLESS you pay me! This one serious shit ah. And about the HSA fine,HAHAHAHA! Don't worry,i'll help you somewhere or another. Just don't perangai macam cb sama aku lagi. Thats all i ask from you.

I was ready to let go but you came back. And i'm not expecting you to stay fo long cos i'm sure you'll go again and then,come back again. Should i count myslef lucky? Cos at least,you came back.
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the guy who suka bebual world

2010-10-29T01:14:00.002+08:00

Ok to that cb twinney of mine,kau boleh semes aku but kau prefer to type it in your blog. =..= So aku reply thru blog juga. Aku nak bagi satu dunia tahu. HAHAHA! Perangai sial. Ok mula.

KAU BEBUAL WORLD. JANGAN BEBUAL CAM GITU LAGI. YOU DIDN'T MEAN WHUT YOU SAID SO DON'T SAY THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN. AKU PENAT DENGAR AND LAYANKAN KAU PASAL TUU SELAMA NI. HAHAHA! SERIOUSLY! TELL ME,DAH BERAPA BANYAK KALI KAU CAKAP GITU PAT AKU? TAK BOLEH KIRA LAH MACHA SEBAB BANYAK KALI SANGAT. JUMPA TEROS LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN.
-__________- AKU PENAT TO GO THRU THIS AGAIN AND AGAIN. I'M SURE YOU TOO CB. AND IM SURE PEOPLE AROUND US TOO. HAHAHA! SOOOOO,YA. KAU OWE AKU BANYAK BENDA. SETTLE ALL THE HUTANGS FIRST THEN KAU NAK BLAH,JADI GAY KE APA,FLY LIKE A G6 KE PER,KAU PUNYA PASAL AHKAY. HAHAHA! OKBAI.

P.S. ED WESTWICK IS FRIGGIN HAWT LAH CB!
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bruno mars is the sex to my ears

2010-10-27T02:53:00.003+08:00

I think i can't live without drinking a FRAPPUCINO BLENDED COFFEE a day. If im not working,i will plan whut to drink on the day i'm working. Hahahaha! WTF,iknow. I even planned to bring milo to work then make milo FRAPPUCINO BLENDED COFFEE. Cool shit righttt. Iknow! I tried my starbucks card already. Hehehezxzxzxz! Happy siololol! Wow,suddenly i feel like myself already. All these while i was so lost. Hmm. I even talk like twinney already. All craps. HAHAHA! No life sucka! Hmm. My pay is on 8November! Ooooooh...im so sexcited! I already made a list of things that i NEED to buy. White musk body wash is a must-must(twinney confirm sibuk)! I want to buy a necklace too! If i can get a necklace like elena's from vampire diaries,confirm power. Talking bout that,i really,really want to watch gossip girl season 4,episode 6 and 7!!! Gawd! I really want to see my chuck bass. The way he talks,wahhh,i melt. OH YA,i sat fo my maths paper one just ytd. Wahhh...so easy that i left many blanks. HAHAHA! Today maths paper 2 and i still haven't sleep. Tsk. Im still unhappy that my exams is at christ church. =..= Fo goodness sake,the school main entrance is friggin far from the busstop. Like wtf ah.
AKU next year maybe masuk RP. Maybe ah. If i change my mind again,habis ah. Hahahaha! I want to go sunrice badly. I waited fo a year to go to that school! ): Now dreams crashed bcos the requirements is too much. They ask fo two recommendation letters! Saket sia these people. Plus no moolahs. Wahhh so sad.
Hmm. I guess,im fated to work as a barista till i get married. HAHAHAHA! OKDABAI.
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running in circles.

2010-10-27T02:35:00.002+08:00

i deleted this blog cos i don't wat to update anymore but this is like my diary already. so i undeleted it. okgelek. i deleted the previous post too. its not bcos aku kental. i guess,i take back my words. ok not really. i meant whut i said except fo some parts. wait,i should repost it sia. hahaha. ok who give a fuck bout her.

i realised something. each time we said goodbye,a problem will arise and we have to join forces again. like cb. ytd,we said goodbye,today we said hello bcos of the problem. grrr. like this,tak game-game. the worst and unexpected thing happen today. gawd. how can i be so stupid and save that long,long semes of yours! =..= now bocor rahsia already. cb. its so awkward to talk to my mum now. i disappoint her. i disappoint my dad. my mother's priceless reaction kept playing in my mind. fml.
i saved your ass cb but you don't even care. haish. okwait fo karma to say hello to you. im not being mean here but seriously,i really need you now and you don't even give a fuck. i kept pushing you away cos i wanna see if you really care and take this matter seriously. unfortunately,you didn't. i can't lie anymore. everything is so obvious. evidences are pointing to you but i kept hiding them. you could have said thankyou to me at least yknow. all you can say was update me,tc. =..= fml
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the second home

2010-10-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

I look ugly in this pic! Ali stop it! Adrian posing gay! Mimi so cute!

One month plus only and i feel that starbucks is like my second home. I don't mind wasting my ezlink just to drop by SB-SW,even tho i stayed fo 15minutes only! Hahaha! These peeps just make my day. Working from morning till night tomorrow! Hopefully can tahan if not,emy yanto will come and save the day! Hahaha! Opening with adrian AGAIN! I think i can die already but seeing how he sayang me now,i don't have to worry too much. I think im too cute to resist. HAHAHAHA! Talked to my parents bout school and work. I really wanna go sunrice but they don't like the idea of me,continue study. They want me to work at airport. Haish. Its so sad to leave starbucks next year! Like twinney said at his blog,we want to win that $1200 then go...overseas? HAHAHA! Go USS aku dah happy! Oh ya,maths o's this tuesday and i seriously can't be bothered. I don't feel like sitting fo the exams. I rather work than crack my brain just to solve those friggin hard maths questions! HAHAHA! Unfortunately,i already paid $150! I pay so much to fail again. Awesome.

So me and dad had been planning fo our holidays! Like OHMYGOSH!10-Days trip! Awesome banget! First on the list is,of cos Penang! The rest,still thinking. I really wanna go Hatyai again. Janji pijak tanah Thailand aku happy. HAHAHAHA! Halloween is coming up! I really wanna go any halloween parties and dress up! I want to dress up! Wouldn't it be fun?!

Okay twinney,you're welcome. I also want something from you. Thanks. (:

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the egoistic departure

2010-10-19T02:52:00.003+08:00

There are times when you are stuck in between. You will feel lost and confuse. Still undecisive. Your heart says no but looking back at the situation,you have to resist the heart's temptation. Some things that we want badly might not be the best fo us. The truth is,the ego in us blurred the reality. You will do anything,no matta whut it takes,to prove or achieve it. You ignored the side effects of your actions. You will realise your wrong move but it will be too late to save yourself. In the end,you lose. You will feel helpess and lost,no aim in life. Life will start to be meaningless fo you. The thing that completes you is missing. Everything seems so wrong and different. You go on depression mode. There will be a traffic jam in your head. The bittersweet moments cause endless downpour. Giving up the whole thing is the only option left but the ego,yes the ego,will give you the strength. You will still put hope on it. You lie to yourself and everyone else that you're okay and moving on but the fact is,you're still hoping like one stupid dumbass. In conclusion,you will forever be in the same situation if you still let ego overtake you. Lesson learnt.

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no one can love you the way i do.

2010-10-15T00:57:00.001+08:00

Spend the whole night watching Gossip Girl season 3. Covered only 7 episodes. Gonna GG marathon again tonight. Awesome. Then sleep like a pig till raiyan gets home. Mum will be off fo medical check-up and i'll be like totally alone at home AND i'm scared. My new 'bestfriend' likes to disturb me alot these days. Stupid white thing. =..= Ok talking bout GG,i love them! I can't stop gugu-gaga-ing how beautiful serena is. I feel so lesbianish. Im mezmerised by the way she talks,she moves and the way she flicks her hair. Like omg. And she wore cool shitzxzxzxz! I love chuck bass. Hes friggin hawt even tho hes the bad boy. Bad boys are always hawt,right?

Ytd,that was 14th Oct,was a pretty bad day. Had lunch with someone at Breeks. I was not in the mood to eat but was force to eat. Ice-cream was the favourite part! Hahaha! Had a great time with ya. Sharing those secrets. I'm glad you are here boy. Then it starts. I kinda regret to say all that. I really don't want you to go. And i was hoping that you'll tell me to stay but you just kept quiet. I waited. I felt like hugging you boy. I don't wanna let you go. I'm in love with you all over again. You knew we can't resist each other. If only you gave me another chance. I promise you,it'll be beautiful. If only.

You and i,are like blair and chuck.

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i can't count on you.

2010-10-13T17:07:00.001+08:00

There are times when i feel like punching you in the face. I wonder why i got a friend like you. You found someone new,you totally forgot bout me. And when you are in deep shits,you came running back to me. No matta whut,i was still there fo you. When im having probs,tell me,where were you? Did you even bother to hear me cry out all the things that are torturing me? Better still,comfort me? You didn't give a fuck! I met you the other day cos i want to cry and cry and let it all out. You didn't gave me a chance. I guess lepak-ing with your friends is your priority rather than being there fo the friend who was having probs. In the end,i cried in the bus and you went home. I just realised that i wasn't that important like you said i was. You made a promise and you just broke it today. You made me wait like a fool. I was expecting you to call me or reply me when i did not reply. You didn't at all. It took you like whut,half an hour,an hour. Like wtf ah. I guess,i can't depend on you anymore. Every word you said are lies. I don't think i need you anymore in my life. Yes,ily still but its totally meaningless. I know where i stand now. This friendship was beautiful one but you can't be bothered to save it whenever its falling apart. I was the one who saved it. Since you are okay already with your BESTFRIENDS,you don't need me anymore. I'm sorry fo everything that i did to you,from slapping to shouting at you. I did it out of love. Haha.
Goodbye dear friend.

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i got drunk that night because of you

2010-10-06T01:29:00.001+08:00

I can't sleep so i decided to blog. I slept like a pig the whole day. Tired like fuck. Sabby's brother's wedding was awesome. Meeting all those that i miss even tho the feeling was diff this time. It was really intense? Hahaha! They all very kentals. Straight in the face i tell ah,i don't like you guys. Next day sb-sw's chalet. I actually overnight. Hahahaha! Now im tired. I almost fall off from the bike,otw home. I was really sleepy that i slept. Hahaha! Dangerous siol!

The whole night,there was only you and me. To be in your arms the whole night,nothing is better than that.

I smiled at how wonderful it was. I just want to relive that moment again cos i miss you and me.

I hate when people talk bad bout you cos iknow it wasn't you. I feel like i'm the only one who knows you the best.

Like i said,you're special and ily boy.

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wear the shoes with wings and lets make love.

2010-10-02T02:46:00.001+08:00

Its OCTOBER! Nb. I haven't study at all and i'm going to sit fo these MATHS papers soooon! Die. Mampos. Game over.

I wonder if today's sudden plan to go shopping menjadi. That guy cannot be trusted. Will bubble me anytime. So dah GAJI! Woohoo! $30 gone,fo chalet. I really want the adidias shoes with wings. Its COOL SHITZXZXZXZ! I WANT LAH NB. Working at Starbucks,so far ok. Made a few mistakes. Fo example walking into the store when its not open yet then the alarm went off. Power lah seii aku. =..= I was super slenge at that time. Then i made wrong drinks or missed an ingredient. Luckily customer never complain. Then i accidentally mix the decaf and non-decaf beans then all the beans cannot be used,all kena vaccuum. Power seii aku. HAHAHA! Sumpah aku cock up. My english power or not?

If i'm not tired,i'll go sab's house today,at night. Insyallah. Sunday,the majlis kahwin. Everyone is excited bout it. I had been looking forward to this day since MARCH! HAHAHA! FREE MAKAN! Powerrr. Monday starbucks chalet. Hopefully i can overnight since i paid $30! Okbaibai!

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Fate. Destiny.

2010-09-21T17:01:00.001+08:00

I met you. We were friends. As time passed,we were closer than before. Closer and closer,and love starts to bloom. It was nice,beautiful to be in love with you. Life couldn't be much more better. Till,it happens and theres a reason why it happen. I learnt that nothing stays the same forever. As time passed,we went different directions but my heart was still fo you. I do miss you,miss all those times we had even tho,it was fo a short period of time. It was beautiful,even if there were tears and fights involved. Learnt alot of things thru you. I'm really thankful. Just like the song lyrics by BLG,the first one is the worst one,when it comes to a broken heart. Heart it. Theres a reason why i work so hard to win it but i still lose while someone who didn't have to fight wins. We are not meant to be. Maybe i deserve better or you don't deserve my love. This chapter is close. I really wish it doesn't reopen cos i kinda hate you. Like really,really hate you. In then end,i stii love ya and yknow it. Cb. I didn't believe in fates and destiny cos we are the ones who have to work fo it,why bother to wait and doing nothing,fo it to happen but now,i do believe in them.

lost touch

2010-09-21T15:30:00.003+08:00

I had been missing out on alot of things lately. Due to work and raya with family. I really miss my friends. Like really miss them alot. Didn't go raya express ytd cos of work. Hopefully,M2'07 raya outing menjadi cos i really miss these peeps! Play fireworks lagi jom! I miss those times. Work,work,work. I still fail. =..= Tmrw,make sure i pass if not i die. Ytd,i did the test,like setupid only. The questions all boomz sia. Huda's gone,starbucks now very quiet. Rin didn't talk much but luckily i work with bestfriend aku! Walaupun tating babi,at least got someone to joke-joke with. Tmrw also! Weeeee! So not looking forward to it. Haha! I miss sabby,ain and faezah. Sabby and ain presents belom claim lagi. Spend too much time with bestfriend and his probs that i forgot everything. Nb. This year raya,powerrr. I get extra money than my brothers but then bcos i spend toooo much that their duit raya now,is more than me. Sedih. In a day,i can spend $15-$25 just on FOOD. =..= Badan still kurus,many ppl complain. I look so ugly. I look bulimic. Haish. Watched Devil,power lah the movie. Now,bestfriend scared to take lift,takot mati dalam lift. HAHAHA! Aku nak tengok resident evil in 3D! Kdabai!

You are the guy that i never talked about and now,you're the one who i always want to talk about. Imy.

YOU ♥

2010-09-12T16:48:00.000+08:00

Everytime i put my head on your chest,i listen to this most beautiiful sound; your heartbeat.

muka aku macam hetty sarlene =..=

2010-09-12T16:44:00.002+08:00

Raya was not like raya. It felt like any other days except that we are clad in baju kurungs and get duit raya and eat alot kuihs and eat lots of ketupat,rendang,serondeng and ask for forgiveness. Ok wth am i talking.
This year is PINK. I wanted purple but we wore purple last year,fo our second day,so yeah,pink. =..= I didn't go to work on wednesday,went clinic to take mc. I'm scared of Huda. LOL! Eve of raya,balik kampung! Only my mum and i fast on that day while the others hantu rayas. Haha! Mercun,fireworks,that night. It was awesome! First day,went to kubur,visit kiki's grave and off we go back Singapore. Went to nenek house and eat. Sedaaap! Many of nenek sedara's said i look like hetty sarlene. Idk if i should be happy bout it. Haha! Blahhblahblah,get $124 only! Oklah tu,can go shopping and eat at sakura,seoul garden and swensen buffet! Hahaha!
Cb,biler mahu pergi ah? ):
Second day was the epic-ness. Woke up late,rushed to my other nenek house and eat. Guess whut,my nenek got iPhone siol! Powerrr! Haha! Then to my aunt's house,naik uncle's pick-up truck jalan raya. We were expecting food at tok hussein's house but when he said he never cook today,eveeryone was depressed! HAHAHA! Hungry like fxck sia. We stay at his fo 3 hours somemore,imagine that! I even slept there. Haha! Then went to my aunt's house. K nie best,got food sialala! Roti kirai and curry ayam. Besttt! We ate alot,tambah-menambah. So we all get to meet our soccer player uncle. Then blahblahblah,watched first 2 episodes of cinta ixora then sleep. Today,didn't went out cos dad working and i'll be working later at 7. Tmrw then jalan raya again. Weeeehoooo! Pictures will be uploaded soon!

Sabrina! Happy Birthday! Ilysm! <3 You are the best. You are always there when i need someone.
You are the top friend fo me,fatyn,ain and THB! Love you lotsa!

To that someone whom i always call bodoh,i'm sorry. Really sorry. I'm tired of fighting wth you always. Hate me all you want but yknow,i'll always be there fo you.
I hope that our secret plan will still go on.

Winston. Cinnamon Melts. Barista.

2010-09-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

Its september already. I die. Theres a lot of september babies. Die. Ekal,dhai,raimi,sabrina,ain,two of my cousins. Did i miss anyone? Raya in a few days time and i haven't bought baju raya. Bagus. (Y) Its like i'm the only one in the fam,who don't have baju raya. Double bagus. (Y)(Y) Thanks to my cerewetness.
Life has been good. Even tho i was called a minah,the ___ way. =..= Thanks ah bestfriend. Last saturday buka-ed with sabrina and the thb at bukit timah. Me and sabby went on another 'adventure'. Haha! Serious shit kelakar. We missed the busstop and have to walk a long way to go al-azhar. Still,ily sabby. Looking forward to another 'adventure'! For the whole week of last week,i cook and took care of my parents. Cehhbahh. Sekarang dah retire. LOL. I wanna say i really love my family but si babat menyibuk. Gaahhh. Ytd,i went fo my injection. Wahhh...the doctor gerek sheyyy! =..= I was in the room fo less than 2 minutes. He was in rush,inject me anyhow and halau me from the room. Arse. Walk around ION,i seriously wanna go shopping! AB-BF accompanied me. Aku tunggu budak tuu pat platform fo half an hour gitu kan. =..= Went back woodlands,took my bag and off to Starbucks. I'm still not used to the people there. Masih in malu-malu mode. Hahaha! Tmrw training lagi. Haish. Me very tired. Today,i failed in baking cookies,like again. I guess,i can't blame bestfriend fo the past failure. Haha! Successful in baking honey cornflakes tho. Ok,my mum did most of the job. K dah diam.

I'm waiting fo the day that i will shout,''Alhamdulillah'',loudly. The day that i know my efforts all these while was not a waste of my time. The day that i know,one of my wishes will be fulfilled and i'll work hard fo it to happen. I had made an oath. If you're not going to do whut you have to do,i swear i won't talk to you anymore. You'll be a stranger to me. I swear. This time,i mean it. I'm getting tired listening to the same thing over and over again but you T.O.N.A. People may think i'm mean and hate me but who cares!
I know i'm doing a right thing. I feel so motherly now. Taking care of my child,who is so stubborn like fxck. Haha!
To my 'son',i'll be waiting fo that day.

You tried fixing the broken pieces in me.
I ran away cos i'm not ready yet.

IDGAF ANYMORE. GO DIE. MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU.

2010-08-23T14:52:00.001+08:00

I wanted to change my blogskin but again,no nice blogskin. Tskkk. Aku hungry now. My 'bestfriend' come already. I can eat,eat,eat! K macam sial. Weekend was superb. Most of the time i can be found sleeping. Haha! Shopping at JB and spend two nights at masai. This time,i didn't buy any baju raya at all. Nothing caught my eye. This year colour is PINK! Bandung pink,to be exact. Manyak susah liao. All the nice-nice one is either black or white colour. Tskkk. My mum bought fo me the safi rania gold thingy fo my very-the-teruk dark circles. Hopefully,it works. If not,i'll try the ginvera roll-on thingy. Sooo,i really need to work ASAP! When is Starbucks going to call me fo training?! I need moolahs! Hujan and Vampire Weekend this October! Saya mahu pergi! Unfortunately,Vampire Weekend same day as my maths exam. T.T

I can't be bothered with you anymore. For the first time,i got tired of you already. Idgaf bout you anymore.
If you can't be bothered with whutever i said,then i can't be bothered anymore. No point asking me fo help when you won't listen. I told you whut you should do,you said ok but you won't do it. Berbuih-buih mulut aku. Its for your own good dear. I know you so well. You'll say you'll change but you won't. You can't even standup for yourself. The reason you're like this is bcos of peer pressure. Which is like whut,zaman secondary? Haish. I just hope that you'll wake up to your senses and actually,do things that is for your own good and for once,be selfish in this situation. Like i told you,countless times,don't try to save someone when you,yourself need to be saved.
I only care bout you,i don't care bout her. Period.

You Don't Wanna Mess With Me Bitch.

2010-08-19T01:37:00.000+08:00

I'm sure my parents had read my blog since they look at the history. And ohmygay,lots of R21 stuffs. =..=
Don't misund,the websites are not visited by my parents but someone in this house and certainly not raikhal. I really want him to go home cos he's like extra in the house. Buat semak. He likes to boast around thinking that hes soooo good and very handsome,when the fact is HE'S NOT! Benci.

When you told me,true love story never ends,i wondered. Whose love story will it be?
Will it be yours or mine? Or isit ours? Till now you never answered the question. I really wanna know.

Girl,controlling someone's life,forcing them to do something,just for the sake of your happiness,is the most selfish thing to do. Bear that in mind. I hate you. Straight in your face! I may be a hypocrite at times but with you,theres no point being one. Like seriously,kau mana punya big fxck.

DongWoonie♥

2010-08-17T03:50:00.003+08:00

Watching Idol Maid now. DongWoon is soooo adorable!
I kinda regret fo not going on friday. ): Should have gone righttt.
Haish. When will they come again? I wanna see HIM!! ))):

Ignoring someone is hard. Especially when you're ignoring them fo no reason. No specified reason. No logic reason. No explainable reason. No reasonable reason. You just ignore them suddenly,and i'm sorry. I think i just found the reason why but idk if the reason is reasonable enough to be accepted. It sounds logical to me. It is explainable. You're responsible for it. Yes,you. I'm not sure myself why but my heart says you. You will asked,'why me,out of the blue'. My answer will be,just think,why isit blue and not red. Why isit out and not in. Why isit out of the blue and not,in of the red. You will get lost in these questions. You will not see the message that i'm trying to tell you. Reason why is because,you don't understand a person's heart. Especially,my heart. Just think,why you and not the rest.
And you just wasted a few minutes reading this crap. (Y)

A 44 Calibre Straight From My Heart

2010-08-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

Ytd wassss fxcking AWESOME! LOVE ytd,especially the part where we run like mad girls. -_____- Sabrina was girl confident. TWICE.. HAHAHA! We thought the stage in front of esplanade was the promontory since there was something going there. We reached there and waited,for the other others to reach. Check-check they are at another place and we run like hell,to go to the place cos click 5 has started to perform alreadyyy! When we reached,we missed one song. ): And i was sweating like babi. I enjoyed the concert soooo much! Even tho it was only fo an hour,its FREE! Hehes. Thanks sabby,ezad,khairi and the other 3. Love you ppl! Oh ya,my hair sucks BIG TIME. The perm sungguh setupid. Me very-very sad. I want my har like vanessa hudgens!! ): After the concert,went to have supper. By that time,it was already 11.30. We were stuck at marina,with no bus to go home. Walk from one busstop to another,searching fo buses. HAHAHA! Pathetic siaaa. No money to take cab. Sad liao. Around 11.50,bus 75 came and we took the bus home. Not for me and sabby. Reach bukit panjang,we took cab home,my parents for it. Phewww. Nasib. Of course kena lecture by my parents,the same thing again and again. Ohhhh,whutever. Sorry bestfriend,aku paitao. Click 5 gerek sangattt. HAHAHA! Step kau tak pernah paitao aku gitu kan. LOL!

Today,i went fo starbucks interview and maybe bcos i'm fasting,no energy,i talk cock. Met up with my mum,sent my phone for service. Sadddd. ): No phone now but just now,nokia called me saying i can't take back my phone cos they can't repair my phone. -_______- Sumpah nokia cock up. My keypad,letter 'A' is not functionable ONLY! Itupon tak bole repair. Lame shittt. After then,went watsons,mummy bought new make-up,aku pon sibok-menyibok. Hahaha! Raya coming mahhh. Then bazaar,buy lotsa food and i finished it all ok! Woohoo! K thats all only. I'm looking forward to tomorrow and tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. HAHA! I got a feeling that something good will happen. [:

Everytime you talk to me,i feel jiggy-jiggy inside.
When i talk to you,i will look somewhere else.
Reason is,i feel nervous when i look at you.
I was afraid to make an eye contact with you.
Who knows i might faint when i look into those beautiful eyes.
HAHAHAHA!

apology post

2010-08-15T02:23:00.000+08:00

Maybe i was being too sarcastic at fb but i just can't help it when you guys went kinda,overboard? Maybe i was being too sensitive,then i apologise fo making bad assumptions bout you guys. Who knows,you guys want to make fun of me too like you guys did,with my bestfriend and wannek. Who knows righttt. Better be safe then kena later. My emoticon now become bahan already when i had been using it fo months now. Whutever it is,i will still use it. So i wanna say SORRY ok. I don't want any fights and I don't want us to be enemies. So let's forgive and forget.

SMOKAHONTAS!

2010-08-13T02:04:00.003+08:00

Decided to blog since i can't sleep. Sahur later. Ytd,i didn't sahur but i still puasa unlike that budak gemok! Hahaha! So i actually went Starbucks ytd,apply job there with sabby. Fiq and Wanie tag along. 3 more months and i'm scared that work will affect my studies. Hmm. I really,really want to pass my maths!
Today friday,i'm soooo going to do something with my hair. Mum promised me already. Hehes. Aku Excited! Saturday Click 5 will be at SCAPE! Wanna goooo badly! Then friday night,BEAST & 4Minute!! OhMyGay! I want to see my DW&JH live!! :( I chose to go watch Click 5 this sunday instead. Tskkk. K aku lapar.

Bestfriend,prove to me that you had change and i'll upgrade you back.
One by one leaves. You have someone to take care of you now. So why should i stay?
I have my own life to worry about. My life with no directions.
I'm still lost while everyone is far ahead of me. Feel so pathetic.
Whenever i go,you called me back,with the sad,problematic face. You made it hard for me.
Put aside all my problems and there i am advising you,helping you,no matta what day,time isit.
Sometimes i wonder,there must be a reason why you are in my life,making my life 'miserable'. Haha.
I'm here to pick you up whenever you fall,i will be here when everyone leaves,i'm here when you need a shoulder to cry on,i'm here whenever you need me bestfriend.
You made me learnt alot bout life thru all the problems you're facing. Big thanks fo that.
We should born as TWINS instead yknow.
Love ya bestfriend. [:

ADIKKU TERSAYANG,STOP SMOKING! SMOKE KILLS YOU DUMBASS!

August Golden Rush

2010-08-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

Its 110810. Puasa time! I can die. I'll become more thinner. Haish. 7 Aug to 10 Aug was a BLAST!

7 Aug. Night before had a fight with my mum. Sumpah sucky. So i was not in the mood on Saturday then faezah asked me out,to accompany her to go 'picnic' with her fam,at waterfront. I didn't want to at first but then my mum said so jyeah,i did accompany her. Reached waterfront and saw sab! She threw flour at me and thats when i knew it. Oink betol korang! It was a wonderful surprise. [: My ''family'' were present! Sabby cooked all the food. Thank you sooo much love. Guess whut i wish when i blow the candles? PASS MATHS! HAHAH! BIG thanks to faezah,sabby,ain,farhan,keju,raimi,azizi,jayys and the two starkarats,ezad and khari! Thanks fo making this one of the best days of AUGUST! 8 Aug was the unexpected! Bestfriend bought fo me a P.osh cake! One of my bday wishes! Thank you so much pantat! [: Want to upload the pic of the cake but blogger is being sucha bitch uh. :( 9 Aug! My bday! No plans! Hahaha! Just went banquet,had lunch,shop at NTUC,went to waterfront,lepak there fo awhile. Met my new bestfriend,Mira. HAHAHA! Her pic at FB. Then we WALK-ed home. Can die. At home,cut the cake. Then,thats it uh. Hahaha! 10 Aug,excited that nenek coming cos she got presents fo me. Hehes! Plus the makuti (idk spelling correct anot). She die-die want me to pierce my nose. Haha! Sekali,cock up sia. Nenek not coming. T.T Nevertheless,my parents masak roti kirai and curry ayam. My FAVOURITE! Happy uh. Then i sleep like babi. (Y)

Still,unsure about working at Starbucks. If sabby confirm,i also join uh. Maths O's in 3months time. DIE. I ask fo calculator,half- dead now. Ezad so the bahek want to buy fo me. HAHAHA! My future is on the calculator hand's! Ok aku indie girl. Weeehooo! Sunday,i want to watch Click 5! Die-die want to go! And aku nak watch Tekken! ):

I caught you red-handed looking at me.
I look at you and our eyes locked.
I blushed and you start to sing.
Your voice was like a melody to my ears.
But now sadly,my eyes are fo someone else.
HAHAHAHA! KBAIBAI!

Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer....♥

2010-08-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

JunHyung!♥

His lips look so fxcking yummy siolololol!

Kababoom! 5 more days and i'm soooo excited....NOT! My bday cock up sia.

Planned to change my blogskin but then too lazy. So i just started to revise my maths. Awesome kannn. 3 more months and i just started to study. =..= Sabrina will be my tutor. Weehoooo! Ytd,my parents went fothe Salt movie premier,since they won the tix. Nb. I'm fxcking jealous sia. I'm soooo gonna watch Salt and Tekken! Soon-soon. Ever since fae's bday party,ain and an went MIA! Where the hell are you guys?!?!? I'm missing you guys so much! Beast & 4Minute will be having a FREE concert at Marina this 13th Aug! I'm soooo going but then all hate kpop! =..= Everyone wants to go watch Click 5 instead. Haish. Tskkk. I want to watch Dongwoon&JunHyung perform!! Plus Hyuna too! Ok stop it. I keep cabut-ing interviews. I'm too lazy to work sia. HAHAHA! And i'm going to do something about ma hair. Rebond or perm or CUT?!?! Fo sho,i'm going to colour my hair. Using the henna ah,healthier,no chemicals or whutever shit! Sooo,someone kena caning. Surprisingly,its my brother. =.= Congrats uh. Oh ya,congrats to bestfriend!! Last long with W! A&W! K aku lapar. HAHA! Heck care bout those fxcktards. They are being immatured. Backstabbing sungguh zaman secondary,primary school sia. Fxck then upside down baru tahu.
Ok,baibaibaibaibaibai!

I ♥ Mama. I ♥ Papa. I ♥ Ekal. I ♥ Yan.

Fxck And Leave;its the game now.

2010-08-01T21:11:00.001+08:00

Yeay! Its august now. How exciting. Lets not talked bout ytd cos it sucks big time. Its part of growing up and every teenager will crave fo a lil bit of freedom. Don't blame me totally. A nice way to end my july.

August,1 more week,its ma bday yawww! Booked a pit near my house but bcos of my perangai-sungguh-sial,i don't think that bbq party will even happen. Its ok,i deserve it. And thanks to my nanny,sabby. She actually planned to surprise me with a bbq party too but then,she kinda told me. She send the message to the wrong person. Hahaha! In conclusion,i don't feel like celebrating my bday. Whoever want to surprise me,i want p.osh cake ok! Or the royal choc cake thingy at polar. Soooo nice! Ok i don't want to celebrate my bday. Thats it. But fo those who wants to buy fo me present(muka tak tahu malu),takmo last min buying it! This is a warning!

To bestfriend,kau bodoh. =..= Oh well,its all up to you now. Make your own choices,don't ask ppl fo opinion or pape bullshit,cos IT'S YOUR FXCKING LIFE!
And i'm going to change my password so that you can't hacked anymore! =P

To Mr B,ily,ily and ily. I'm sorry fo leaving,you told me to anyways. I may not come back or i may.
Jika kau ubah fikiran by Mila,is sooo fo you.
You used to be my everything and you'll always remain that way. You'll always be in my heart,babi. :]

cheatercheaterbestfriendstealer

2010-07-29T12:56:00.001+08:00

Party was fun,with all my sayangs around! I was bullied by the perangai gemok ppl. =..= Fikir aku babu dorang sia. We were late fo the party,thanks to the starkarats. You guys will be put on hall of shame SOON! I didn't eat much at the party. My slice of pizza,afiq HELP to finish it. Haha! Then home sweet home. :]

Sorry to that someone. I feel bad. I didn't mean to hurt you. I know how you feel cos i'm a girl too. I wanna apologise but i'm just too scared to do so. Haish. Thru fb message can? Haha. Perangai kentalan jubs!

To my bestfriend, _|_.
I may be on your side but hello choco mellow,you are in the wrong. You are the most heartless person ever but still,ily. Hope that you'll change soon jubo. Cos idk how to help you anymore. Berbuih-buih mulut aku bising pat kau. Like your mother already. Hahahahaha! Whutever it is,think before you do anything. Regretting won't help much if you don't do anything about it!

Aku sorry aku ignore kau but seriously,whut do you want from me? You knew i was ignoring you but you still bothers me. Wtf. You ask me silly qns. I feel like i'm talking to primary school. Even my lil brother ask sensible qns. LOL!

Oh ya bestfriend/twinney,i deleted my diary already. You cannot read it! :]

double conspiracy burger

2010-07-25T23:45:00.002+08:00

A short update. I know you guys miss me. Baahaha! I totally forgot to wish khazin on his bday,till now i didn't wish him. Kurang ajar betol aku. So watched blood pledge and ok-ok ah,kinda the same as other whispering corridors series. Watched it with my favourite ppl. [: Then i missed the saturday fireworks,thanks to my greatest dad. Thats why i mogok. Never eat fo two days and my dad,love me soooo much,he bought two double cheese burgers fo me. [: Nevertheless,he stalked me at facebok. Nb teng-teng betol. I am lucky to have such parents,such family but at time ,i just can't appreciate them cos of setupid attitude. Teenagers will remain as teenagers. Being rebellious is soooo part of growing up. Ok so tmrw,will be going out with my mum,i guess,if she wants to tag along uh. Since we both are not in good terms now,we seriously need a day out together,to fix things up. Haha! Fae's bday party this wed and i am going to help her out. Prob is,idk whut present should i buy for her. So much of my lesbian partnership. Ok somemore whut uh? Hmm...my bday is coming up,means puasa is too. I don't have any plans fo my bday. I force ain and an,to plan fo my bday. Haha! But then,sabby wants me to have bbq at my house. My parents agree with that idea too. Hmm...i'm still unsure whuts the plan! K die. Ok,so much of a short update fira. =..= kbaibai!

I totally forgot how cute you look,with the big smile. I'm still unsure if i should let you back into my life.

everywhere i go

2010-07-16T20:15:00.004+08:00

♥ DongWoon ♥

This is my current wallpaper. Cuuuute right?! Everytime i look at my phone,i'll smile like orang giler. Even tho i'm in the depression mode,i'll still be smiling. Haha! K,aku giler. And DW love colour purple. =..= And JunHyung looks kinda cute too,wth his red hair. I like! (:

Sooo,thanks to afiq,fo updating my blog,without asking my permission. You're da best! The pic looks awesome too. Your new idol,GiKwang looks pretty cute fiq. Hahaha! Had been forcing people to watch beast almighty,especially eps 7. Haha! When JunHyung will say 'Oh yeahhh' after hitting the pikachu. Fo some reason,i find it cute and funny. Haha. Oh yeahhh.

Ok otak blank. Besttt. So yeah,i had a great dream last night. Ok,the dream was super dramatic. Like i'm acting in a movie. Serious. K it starts with,me in a reality show,where a korean star try to win me. Kimakkk. Mimpi gerek siololol! The korean start hawt sia,like GiKwang. Then one day,i have to get married to him and it will be broadcast on teevee. I wore a wedding dress. Haha! Ok maybe,bcos i listen to taeyang's wedding dress. Thanks ekal. Ok continue,when we were parading,i run away lah sia. Runaway bride. Haha! I ran away,to search fo the guy that i love and i found him. We hug and cried and blahblahblah. My dream was like a movie. HAHAHA! K thats the story. K peace. (^^,)v

AKU NAK TENGOK BLOOD PLEDGE!

2010-07-13T10:20:00.002+08:00

Hi my name is AFIRA and i dun like yolk.. :P

fairytale = lies

2010-07-11T02:46:00.000+08:00

One of my favourite scene in the drama. Sweeeet right. You'll go...AWWWWWW.

Another gerek scene when their schoolmates,surprise them with a wedding. Sweeet.

Sassy Girl/Delightful Girl Chun-Hyang,one of my favourite k-drama! :D

you're hot hot heat in ma heart

2010-07-11T02:25:00.006+08:00

Welcome sunday. In a few minutes time,match will start and idc who win. Whutever it is,don't hail hitler.
Having a major headache right now. Hate it. Lied to my mum that i already ate meds. Unfortunately,she knew i was lying. =..= Fxck. I'm hungry and craving fo double cheese burger,like again. Beef is the bombzxzxzxz now! So,on friday,meet-up with my two simpsons,under ain's block. Port lepak baru. LOL!. It was fxckin gerek that i forgot to cry. Everything just slip off my mind. They both knew bout my library secret. HAHAHA! =..= Not funneh. In conclusion,i love you two. And i love you too twinney. Cheer-cheer up pantat! Even tho our movie date was ruin bcos of someone's lateness. Haha. Ah yer,semua salah aku. Whutever it is,yknow who to find,if you're in deep shit or dilemma. (: Anddd,just so yknow,you're becoming more and more like a 7 year old GIRL! HAHAHA! Ytd,watched a tamil movie then there was this part where the man married to a girl whom he don't love,suddenly. So i complain to my mum bout it,complain ehk,haha!,and she said,''biarlah. kahwin with someone who love you lagi bagus daripada kahwin dengan someone you love.'' I was like,wth is she talking sia,dah berterabur. Haha. Wouldn't it be one-sided love? LOL! Sometimes,i just don't get whut the adults are trying to say. Lagi-lagi pasal love,which i get alot from them. Maklumlah,dah experienced. LOL! Looking forward to blood pledge. I'm sooo going to watch that movie at the cinema since they remove the movie from youtube. Setupid betol. Theres so much to say now but im gonna stop here,i guess. Haha. Aku feeling-feeling korean at home. Called my mum omma and force yan to call me nuna. Haha! Baekkk. (Y) Ehhh,mendak ke perrr. Dah ah,nak tengok,Ada kamu,aku ada. Yes,i know,old movie but got my two fav! Bunga Citra Lestari <3 & Andhika Prathama <333 Hes soooo hawt! The movie is kinda setupid uh actually. Haha. Anddd,i love the movie Butterfly. Ain too! I guess uh,since she watched it,surprisingly. Haha. K ah bye.

As much as i want things to remain the same,feelings fade and people change.

babi. babi. babi.

2010-07-07T04:37:00.000+08:00

Ok,i can't sleep thanks to azizi. -_____- Fo showing me that scary video! Wahlao. I still remember that woman's face. Gilerrr ah. Tuu kalo tak fake,aku speechless ah. I did not watch the soccer match at all but i heard its 3-1. Baekkkk holland. Had been watching k-drama,sassy girl chun-hyang. Drama 5 years ago sia. HAHAHA! Whutever janji the drama gerek. And i love the songs in the drama. Today wednesday righttt??! K im going to meet my baby! WOOHOO! I heart DW. (: Ok sial lahh,aku takot. T.T Sumpah im going to sleep at my parent's room. Haha! Kental pon kental ah! K bye.

random quiz

2010-07-07T03:57:00.020+08:00

You’re not allowed to lie, OK?
Hmm...i try ahk.

Did anyone hurt you in the past couple days?
Yeapyeap.

Who was the last girl that called you?
Anak asmani!

Does she mean anything to you?
She's my lesbian partner. (:

Have you had sex today?
Yeap,before i had my breakfast. -_____-

Do you still care about your last ex?
NO! HAHAHA!

Look in your call log, who was your last phone call from?
Papa.

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Hmm...yeah,i guess.

Does anything on your body hurt right now?
Heart. HAHAHA! My HEAD ah! Pain siololol!

Do you believe love can last forever?
Nope...thats bullshit. (:

Has anyone had there hand in your pants today?
NO! Duhhh!

What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping.

What’s bothering you?
Some things. Haish.

Do you own more then one bathing suit?
Yeah,lots of them. HAHAHA!

Do you have siblings?
2 male devils. (:

Last person you talked to in person?
My mum? Haha!

What made you the happiest today?
My dad with his stupid perangai,which ufortunately,i inherited. Tskkk.

Are you happy with how life is going for you?
Not really,hoping fo it turn better ASAP! Haha!

Is there anyone in particular that you’re missing right now?
Yeapyeap. :(

In the last 6 months can you say you truly cared about someone?
Yesyes,i cared fo so many people especially this particular someone,who needs special care and attention. Haha! *winkwink*

Are you happier now than you were five months ago?
Hmm...not really sure.

Name of your favorite color?
Red.

When’s the last time you were outside in the rain?
Friday,2nd of July. (:

Do you have feelings for someone?
Yes,i do.

What is your hair looking like right now?
Messy,curly,dry.

Have you ever been to a Britney Spears concert?
How i wish!

Did you sleep alone last night?
Nahhh. Slept with my mum. ^^

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
Hope so. Tmrw friday righttt? Haha.

Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Nope.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yeah,a pierce on my nose.

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
Yeap and always.

What’s on your bed right now?
I'm on my mother's bed now. LOL.

Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
Hmm...certainly.

Ever been called babe/baby?
Yeahyeah. Everyday!

Say you were given an alcohol test right now, would you pass?
DUH!

Have you ever kissed the last person you talked to on the phone?
Yahhh,many times. HAHAHA!

Today did you see ‘that someone’ that makes you happy?
Nope. :(

Who do you hug everyday?
My mum.

Do you like tight or loose clothes better?
Loose cos it hides my thin body!

What clothing style do you like on the opposite sex?
Laidback. Preppy? Haha.

Are you on a laptop?
Laptop's junior ah,Notebook.

Do you text more girls, or guys?
Neutral ah.

Would you consider yourself good looking?
Hmm...boleh lah since some ppl said i look like Deepika Padukone! ^^

Who is your best guy friend?
Afiq Aziz,my supermok! (:

Who is your last text from?
Anak asmani!!!

Favourite clothing store?
My makcik's shop! Wooohooo!

What colour is your hair?
Hmm...colour minah. Haha!

Why aren’t you dating the person you like?
Cos yknow. Haha. I don't want lah!

If you could visit anywhere, where would you go and why?
I will go tekka and eat thosai! Since someone paitao-ed me! =..=

What’s your favourite band?
BUNKFACE!!

Do you have a formspring?
NoNoNo.

What would you say is your best feature?
My brown eyes! *kening up-up*

Favorite movie?
Many sia. Hmm. Kuch Kuch Hota Hai ah.

How much £££ do you have?
9 bucks.

Are you a vegetarian?
A veg who eats meat. (Y)

Favourite place to be?
Around my favourite ppl.

Do you get good grades?
Absolutely! That's why i'm retaking my maths. LOL!

Playing the field, or serious relationship?
Serious.

Do you like flirting?
It will be a no but my too-friendly is counted as flirting,to some ppl.

What do you hear/listen now?
GOOAALLLLL! Netherland scored. And Sarang Haeyo by Kim Hyung Sup.

Favourite sport to watch?
Soccer bcos of the cute boys. Hehes.

Do you ever read the ingredients on food labels?
At times to see if it contain babi or not. Haha!

Do you like Paramore?
Hell Yeah! \m/

How about Twilight?
Neutral uh. Not a big fan.

Justin Bieber?
Fuck yeah bieber! Sayang him lorrr!

Are you manipulative?
Errr...yeah,unfortunately. Haha.

Sexiest thing on the opposite sex?
Dimples. Haha!

Meanest thing someone’s ever done to you?
Can't tell you.

Would you rather have one best friend or surrounded by acquaintances?
Many acquaintances.

What kind of phone do you have?
Nokia E63.

What kind of phone do you want?
I'm happy with my phone now but i just need a camera!

When’s your birthday?
9th AUGUST! Make sure gimme presents horrr!

Do you like Classic Rock?
Rock Otai! Woohoo! \m/

Rap?
Yeahyeah. Especially,hyun-ah or g-dragon! DW raps too! ^^

Are you gay?
Let me see,i love a boy but is in a r/s with a girl. So that makes me a bi-sexual. Woohoo!

Some random person comes up and tells you you’re sexy, you say?
''Ehhh makaseh. Kau aper kurang nyer.'' HAHAHAHA!

Favorite candy?
Sour Power!

Hot face or hot body?
Face ah pls!

Ever been hit on by someone older?
Yeahyeah. Tskkk.

What state were you born in?
India. K FAKE!

Long or short hair?
LONGGGG!

fxck the drill!

2010-07-05T12:49:00.000+08:00

Heart Emma Watson.

She's already twen-tee!

Thanks to fairuz,i woke up early. How could i forgot to silent my phone?! Then someone start drilling pagi-pagi buta! Bodo sia! =..= And now i'm blogging cos i miss blogging and,i miss blogging and i miss blogging so much. Haha. Perangai despicable me. Not to forget,my previous post i thank 3 ppl only. Sorry ah,they are top in my list. Haha! Thanks Z and my lovely brother fo me being there fo me TOO. (: Idk aper steam,me and my mum watched harry potter and the order of phoenix. And i fall asleep when dumbledore fought voldemort,like again. Haha. Till now,idk whuts the ending of the movie. LOL! I wanted to watch rock&rolla tau. Gerard Butler!! *melting* So i downloaded Knight&Day,Eclipse and Toy Story 3,and my mum stop me from watching them. "Eh knight&day kan nak tengok wayang. Takmo tengok lah."","Eh papa kata nak tengok toy story 3 pat wayanng lah time gi johor.","Eh kata nak tengok eclipse dengan mama pat wayang."

-____- Perangai stop it sia. Semua tengok wayang and end up,tak nanti. Fo example karate kid,a-team,prince of persia,iron man 2 and many more ah! Binget siol. K dah,i can blog fo hours bout whuts on my mind right now. Its a quarter after one,i'm all alone,i need you now. Love this song and listening to it right now.

Christofer Drew is the SEX! So don't talk bad bout him to me cos i'm sooo gonna kill ya. K peace!

Jooooo-Lie Kicks In!

2010-07-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

So its JUUUULY yawww! Soon it will be August!! Yknow,iknow! *big smile* Well,i hate national day this year. Like seriously HATE it. I will LOVE it if anyone of you give me your NDP tix! Haha! I put high hopes on winning those bloody tix and end up,tak dapat. =..= So borink! I want ppl to surprise me on bday leii. 'Bapak' aku dah start planning. Hehes. Suuuker! Ok i sound so mentel. =..= So many things had happen these few days. Bad and good,unexpected and expected. Lose some things along the way. The most saddest part. Losing you and you. :( Whutever it is,life has to go on. Haish. Thank gawd,i still have ain,an and fae. (: I love Ain and An sooo much! You both are like the best of the best! Thanks fo being there fo me Simpsons! Haha! And to you twinney,bcos of a girl,our friendship is gone. I still think S is a better choice tho. I don't care bout the fxcking illuminati cos i think thats just a setupid reason. And to Mr B,isly. Haish. Why must this happen when the good part just started. Potong steam betol. Best of luck to those having their UT!

Theres this thing called karma and its really,really, SWEET!
I love the walk to al-ameen and how i wish that moment,repeat again.

P.S. Fxck around peeps. Its the new trend. (:

you're my happy hour

2010-06-27T21:05:00.001+08:00

Aku disini untuk update. Aku nak change my bloody blogskin. Thought of having the same skin as fiq but its kinda colourless and i ain't that dull like him. HAHA! K busted sia aku. Joking-joking. So i want colour-colourful skin k. This notebook is like conquered by a stupid arse. =..= Like seriously,a number ONE dumbass. Guna notebook,tak ingat dunia. Who? Hairul Mia ah! Nb toot-toot. K moving on. Life as per normal. One day,i woke up,my hair was va-va-voom! The night before,i bought a blonde dye,feeling-feeling nak highlight. The result was macam babi betol. No colour at all. Thus,i told my mum to dye my whole hair with the dye since i did not want to waste the stupid dye. Washed it and my hair was still kinda the same. Went to bed,disappointed and now check out my hair yaw! I look so minah sialalala! My mum says i look more indian now. =..= Thanks. Met fae,darni,fiq,they said my hair was ok. Like wtf. Dah si gemok tuu highlight rambut,tak tunggu aku. Now i hafta wait fo my bday. Baekkk. Then i got myself a new bed. My bed is the new shitzxzxzxz!! Only the mattress sucks! Like really,really suck! Pfft. My bedsheet dah TAK terkeluar from the mattress anymore k! Someone suka kutuk pasal bilik aku padehal bilik sendiri tak lawa! Kan gemok? Next,i'll be putting small light bulbs. Yeahyeah. This is whut i call the semangatness untuk raya. LOL. My house now is like sarawak already. Wth sungguh.

So when's our class reunion exactly?? Surely not friday right. Friday and Saturday Ignite. I guess,i'm going on Friday. The band line-up is pretty awesome. B-quartet,the marilyns and full pledged munkees!! Ok,i love the song munkee in the closet! Haha! If theres bunkface,i'll be more hype! LOL!
Ok aku rindu korang semua. Muaxx! K bye!

Oh ya,rambut aku colour sungguh bright but not that bright.
My bf was here in singapore!!! O-M-G! Awesomely hawt sia him.
i heart son dongwoon.
Now,someone's hair is not like dongwoon anymore. :(

white horse

2010-06-21T15:16:00.002+08:00

Life sucks without a computer. Computer crashed down and everyone is like fighting to use MY notebook,including my mum. =..= I hardly had the chance to use it. Ok soooo,ok. LOL! An is backkkk! I'm so happy fo idk whut reason. Haha. It was amazing that me,ain and amin,the triple A,haha,spammed an's wall fo 4 days. We made an's wall like our chatroom. Haha! When he got back and check his fb,a total of 493 notifications. Baekkk. Feeling-feeling artiste ah dier. LOL. Weekends + friday were fun,watching hindi + tamil movies. I miss watching hindi films. Ok so,idk whut to say. At least i updated this blog right. Alamakkk.

I just wanna sleep and sleep,and let time past by. When today is terrible,i can't wait fo tmrw. Who knows something wonderful happens the next day. So i want to sleep. Its good having your mense cos theres a reasonable reason why you sleep like a pig the whole day. Today sucks,i want tmrw be wonderful can?
Haish. I was happy fo one night only,which was ytd.
Give me hopes and the strength,to continue living like this boy. I love it. Idk why i still believe in your words and still trust you. Idk whut you want,i just feel being cheated and you played with my heart. Its true,i told you to do this and that,it was a test,to see if you still,yknow. Haish. If you love someone,learn to let go. Its not possible to let you go when ily right. Fo once,just leave me fo a long period of time.
If i can't leave you,you leave me.
The End.

I seriously need a new blogskin.
Fiq,kau kena tengok cerita Bachna Ae Haseeno. Cerita sesuai dengan kau! HAHAHA!!!

nightmare fo me,sweet dream fo you.

2010-06-18T14:33:00.001+08:00

Aku nak cakap something. Aku had the worst dream,AGAIN! Felt so real. Ya,ya,its going to come true and i'm prepared fo the worst. Reflect back everything that happened,i'm the evil character here. Yeah,the EVIL one like in those dramas. Haha. Baik uh fyra. =..= Aku evil. Evil. Evil. Muahahaha! K dah. Hmm. If only i got the chance to apologise. I feel guilty. Hopefully,the dream will come true k. =]

goodbyes.

2010-06-18T01:59:00.002+08:00

When you thought that things are over,truth is,they are not. It hurts,yes it does,knowing the real truth. After surrounded with lies all these while,i'm used to it. How i wish you keep on lying cos i love the way you lie.
If you keep on lying,you'll stay a lil'bit longer. Now,you're gone. Not exactly gone but i got the feeling that you will,soon. Not what i wanted. Am i too much fo you or too less? Truthfully,my dreamboy is not you. Hes far much more better than you but at least,you are real and thats enuf fo me.

Sidetrack. Sometimes,things are never too late if you still have the someone in your heart. You just have to learn,giving chances to the person,to prove to you that its going to be worth it. So if he comes back to you,count yourself lucky cos he still loves you. Do appreciate and accept cos if you lose this chance,you'll surely regret. Boys may flirt with other girls,thats nature but inside their mind and heart,theres only one girl.
So forgive and forget.

2010-06-16T18:50:00.001+08:00

''I, like being on my own. I think relationships are messy and people’s feelings get hurt. Who needs it? We’re young, we live in one of the most beautiful cities in the world; might as well have fun while we can and, save the serious stuff for later.''

Watched 500 days of summer,again. =..= I can't stop gugu-gaga-ing on my Mr Gordon-Levitt. Hes so adorable. Haha. Ok skip that part. On sunday,went downtown east with Ain and An. Had dinner at Pastamania. An's treat. ^__^. Thanks banget dehh. And i love Kelsy. :) Then on Monday,celebrated my will-sentiasa-be-gemok twinney's bday. Not exactly celebrate since ate the cake even before i met him. Haha! Was famished plus someone pissed me off. =..= Went to woodlands waterfront. Not exactly woodlands waterfront but outside the woodlands waterfront since someone is soooo scared of the monkeys. HAHA! The walk to the waterfront sumpah can die sia. I swear,the next time i'm going there,i'll take a taxi. HAHA! Pemalas sia aku. I borrowed a book on Six Spiritual Ways to Mend A Broken Heart. Not helping langsung. =..= My heart is still not cured nie,macam maner?! The only helpful thing was the breathing technique,to help me calm down when i remembered the past. HAHAHA! Lame.

A reminder to someone who likes to follow whatever i do or like,Perfect Two is MY song so if i see you put the lyrics at msn or as status at fb AGAIN,i'm soooo gonna kill you!
Dah tahu gemok,masih nak makan after 7,nak ikot cam aku juga. =P

40th for Mamakushhhhhh!

2010-06-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

Basically,i did not buy anything fo her but my dad bought lots of stuff and said it was from us. Thanks gemok! He bought ferrero rocher,cadbury almond sumtink,a small bag and VICTORIA"S SECRET PERFUME! Nb! Every year,she gets VS perfume. Best tuhhh! We taxi-ed to bras basah to have our brunch. Ate tandoori and naans. Enak,lazat hingga menjilat jari! Baahaha! Then went bugis to shop,shop,shop. Yeah right. My mum bought a maxi dress. Me and my mum are going to buy 4 more maxi-dresses! Haha! kemaruk sia. My mum ah,not me. Hanya tumpang pakai jek. Haha! Then bus-ed home. Ok thats like how we celebrate my mum's bday. Pathetic. Plan to go flea market at homeclub pon hancur. Pfft.

My mum macam queen maner ntah.

HAHAHAHA!

I'm missing someone sooooo much. :((

red-head boyfie

2010-06-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

Presenting my new boyfie,SonDongWoon!
Hawt sia him with his red hair!
I likeeee!
And i'm addicted to this song! Damn!
Mystery,mystery,girl. Mystery,mystery,scene. Mystery,mystery,love.
I love the dance moves too. ^^
No more hindi rush and hardcore rush. Now its korean rush!
Wooooooooooooo~!

the truth

2010-06-10T23:15:00.001+08:00

You hug him goodbye like it’s nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever, but you let go, smile and walk away. Then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same because try as you might, you can’t make someone love you. Sometimes, you have to let them be free and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all.

chocolate love

2010-06-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

I'm down with a fever. I'm sick. :( Ok now everyone knows since i never told anyone. (Y) Haha! Now come and visit me people! Bring me chocolates and cookies. Fo sho i'll love you much,much more. Haha! Craving fo chocolate sialalala! Someone please buy fo me! For example ekal! Balik dari course,belikan ah! Haish. Sad yknow. My mum keep psycho-ing me to cut my hair. Alamak. Giler ahh! I do crave fo a concave cut tho. Haha! NO! NO! NO! Two more days! Gosh! Idk whut to buy fo my mum! I need someone to accompany me! Everyone is so busy! Bila aku takder,semua cari. Aku dah balik,semua buat derk jek! Hmphhs!

B,B,B. Kau pon sama! Aku dah tak bole harapkan kau lagi. Haish.

nur allysha amanda

2010-06-10T01:14:00.000+08:00

CUTEEE RIGHTTTT???!!!

She loves to smile! :)

JB is one fxcking hawt and adorable gayboy!

2010-06-09T02:58:00.002+08:00

run devil run

2010-06-09T01:11:00.001+08:00

Watched semerah cinta stiletto. Typical love story and lisa surihani is always with farid kamil. Next malay movie i'm looking forward to is,Lagenda Budak Setan. Love story again. Yeahyeah. At least much more better than V3! Crap sia that movie! How can abang naz and abang lan LOVE that movie sia! Giler ahh!
Aku nak highlight rambut aku lah! Mak aku paksa aku potong rambut aku pendek sialalala! Giler! Hmm.
I need money ah. Father belom gaji ah. Sad-sad. Sumpah aku random cos aku bored nak mamps! Nak cari orang untuk teman aku beli present mak aku. Abeh kena panggil sial dengan babi siololol! =..= Thanks ah banget macha. Nandri! Shukriya! Pape uh! Pfft. Hafiz is in the SPF missing list. HAHAHAHA! Kimek. Kelakar siolololol! Blonde hair ehk. It looks like yellow to me! Like naruto. Go report yourself to the police lah fiz! HAHAHA! Zul bebual merepek. Aku throw my phone away so don't bother to call or semes me ah!
Makaseh. Aku random sungguh. Haish. Aku contact balik with my old primary schoolmates! Woots! The ones that i'm close too. Adii and hidayah tak but they can recognise me siolololol! Baek. Haha! Meet-up soon peeps! =] Ok aku block B. I'm tired talking to him. K not tired cuma malas nak gado. K aku nak balik masai ASAP! After aku bagi present pat twinney ah. Ok gelekkk!

You're the drug to my addiction.

cantik,menarik,tertarik,kau memang da bomb!

2010-06-08T17:09:00.003+08:00

Suuup-suuup-suuup! I'm back whores and gigolos! Gone fo a week and i know many ppl miss me. Haha! Some even call. Sweet lahhh tuu! And i miss my lesbian partner. :( It was awesome at masai. A newborn baby! I like siolololol! Nur Allysha Amanda is the name. Shes cute if shes more chubby! Haha! Will upload her pics soon. I can get fat if i stay at masai fo a month! I ate alot! And3,i woke up early every morning! See3,i woke up in the MORNING,not afternoon! HAHA! And3,i didn't take any afternoon naps. Besttt! I was a babysitter there,as per usual. Izzat or whutever is his name is,was super adorable! Ok i hate him when he can't stop crying but i love him when i played with him. Haha! K aku giler. Oh3,fo 2 days,aku mandi at the kolam ikan. XD Of course lah,takder fish. I should rephrase my sentence. Aku mandi at the used-to-be kolam ikan. K that sounds better. Haha! Syiok sialalala! I can jump into the kolam and make big splashes. Haha! Perangai budak-budak. Now,i wanna go masai again can? I'm bored here. Everyone is so busy. So,so,so busy! Pfft!

I told S that i'm moving forward,S agreed. Even A agreed,F too. It was only me who cared bout B's feelings while B don't and i can't blame B. Everyone is selfish in this world. I miss that day,on the 11th. It was awkward fo me at first but it was stupidly memorable! Haha! Haish. :( Theres so much things i wanna do with you. Whenever i wanna do something,only you popped up in my mind. Gaahh. Its so hard S and A. I tried but maybe i never tried that hard. Hey,i did try ignoring all B's semeses when i was at JB,except fo the dog issue! HAHAHA! I never told B i was back but then,i replied B! Bodoh or whut but the temptation is hard to resist cos i miss B soooo much. I need S,A and SM now!

When you're jobless and lazy to work,only 3 bucks in your wallet then your mother's birthday is this Saturday and your twinney's birthday is next tuesday,you can go mad! Haha! Idk whut to buy fo my mum. A brownie cake from posh or cupckaes?! IDK! As fo twinney,i know already. Make sure bday aku,kau belikan aku headphone ironman! HAHAHA! And father's day is on the 20th somemore. Can die sia! And 18th June,hmm.

You're the pain in my ass!

ohmygay,you're a bitch,not an arsehole.

2010-05-30T03:24:00.005+08:00

Found another male bitch,
right here in Singapore,
besides Fauzi Rassull.
Bahahahaha!

abracadabra!

2010-05-29T03:59:00.001+08:00

Idk if i want to meet you or not. Whats the point of meeting you anyways?! Our farewell meets are UNLUCKY! I'm pretty sure i'm going to win that bet. Things will surely be different when i'm back,as per usual. Don't deny it cos yknow its true. It always happen when i go overseas. And yeah,i'm getting tired of it. You gave me your assurance that it won't happen again but its like idk how many times,you say that. Face it,you can't be alone. You just need someone. Whenever i'm gone,you'll find someone to replace me. When i'm back,you totally forgot bout me. I have to wait fo days and even weeks,fo you to really realised that,hey,im back! Don't you like even miss me arse?! You will deny but yknow its a fact. Haish.Raising white flag already ah. Idk whut to do anymore. Its all up to you now. Use your brains now,don't ask people.Cmon,don't wait fo your brain to be karat! And boyyyy,imy.

Ekal will be going to the zoo today. Haran got the complimentary card. I wanna go too!! :(
Eh,eh,eh twinney,kau owe aku zoo! Kau owe aku banyak benda! Haha! Aku ingat tau!

saw bill go to a hotel with a gigolo at tokyo.

2010-05-28T02:49:00.000+08:00

OK PEOPLE! FORGOT TO TELL YOU GUYS THAT.....I WON TOKIO HOTEL'S ALBUM!
WOOOOOHOOOO! AUTOGRAPHED OK PEOPLE! MANA NAK DAPAT! OK WHO WANT IT,TELL ME AHH. I WON PIXIE LOTT'S ALBUM BEFORE BUT I DIDN'T GO AND TAKE IT. HAHA. SO THIS ONE,IDK EHK. HAHA! IF I GOT TIME AH.

malam jumaat keliwon

2010-05-28T02:30:00.000+08:00

Thank god i'm inside the house and unlucky me,im the only one who is bright awake now. Thanks to a dumbass,aku scared now. Hello,malam jumaat sia and i keep hearing things. Trying to be brave now and not run to ekal's room,or my parents' room or just crash in with adik at the living room. HAHA! I got many options. Ok aku takot. Forcing myself to sleep but i keep remembering whut the dumbass told me. =..= See,aku scared now! :( I can teman uu otp but seriously,i shouldn't have asked you whutt you saw! Haha! Sial lah. Aku scared. And those kids at the playground,tak reti nak balik per! My house is on the 21st floor but i can hear them laughing and talking! WTF! K aku scared.

our cocaine masquerade

2010-05-28T01:59:00.001+08:00

Suuuuuup! These days was super tiring fo me. Its like 2 years ago,our house undergo makeover. Idk whut theme ah but everywhere purple and red. Haha! This year,my dad is super excited bout raya,i guesshes going to transform the WHOLE house,head to toe! Awesome ke pah! Walls are already painted and i swear,my house now have the mexican vibes. Haha! ''Eh korang,aku kerja ah esok. Kerja aper? Kerja cat rumah!'' HAHAHA! Dapat upah ok! Idk if its cash or the upah is,they pay fo my highlights.Hopefully,BOTH! Haha! Kerja malas,mintak duit makbapak pandai. So ytd,met my two kecoh-rables cuzzies. Bought 4 hershey cookies and creme,and i finished all of them while gugu-gaga-ing FARDEEN KHAN!! HAWT sialalala him! Told my mum i want a husband like him. HAHA! Oh ya,can i adopt a child? I want! Then i'll take care of her as my own. Wahhh...fyra become mother,cool siolololol! Papa please adopt that child! I want! Aku bebual cam budak tuu mainan sia! HAHA! Oh ya,i even told my mum,tha i already chosen a name fo my child. HAHAHA! Kimaish. Baru 17,angan-angan jaoh. Nura Amanika Hayley! Coooool kannnn! Iknow! Then i can call her amani! Woohoo! K dah stop it. Sooooo,aku these days watched hope and faith. Alahh...the old sitcom. It had been my all-time favourite! Finished season 3 and halfway season 2. Baek. (Y) Oh ya,chatted with hidayah and shes really pissed off over something thats really stupid ah. She told me she can't wait to watch this movie,Let Me In about this boy who befriends a girl,who is a vampire and blahblahblah. It sounds so familiar then i corrected saying its Let The Right One In and budak tuu mati-mati taknak ngaku kalah. I told her i already watched the movie,LAST YEAR! Wahhh...member maha binget,saying i watch a diff movie. Wth! Plot sama sia and she google it and guess whut,Let Me In is the american remake of The Let The Right One In. =..= Bodo. Nak perah pat aku tak tentu pasal,last-last angkat paisey. HAHAHA! So i won1 Woohoo! And the movie is good ppl! Even tho its in swedish. Haha! And someone called me,unexpectedly. Hmm. Lets forget whut happen in the past. Wait,i already did. Haha!

FLEA away bitches!

2010-05-24T03:40:00.000+08:00

Chak-bah! Ytd,SUNDAY,was awesome. As per usual,fyra the star-karat. =..= Rumah dekat dengan cwp padahal. Haha! At first,the plan to sentosa was cancelled so i wore 'tutup-aurat' clothes. When i reached,they told me we are going sentosa. (Y) Bestttt sungguh. I tell you,i was sweating like a babi there! Wanted to buy a dress and change on the spot sia! End up,i didn't. Haha! All of us bought a ring each. Awesome. Sabby bought a few apparels,ain bought lots of accessories while me and fatyn only bought a RING! Haha! Sodeh yknow! The flea was at the wavehouse. Wahhh...feel like wearing bikini and join them surf. XD Then balik ah! Duhhh. Twinney feeling-feeling nak fetch aku but end up aku have to wait for him. (Y) At least got someone accompany me so its ok! Reached home at 9. Woots. Avoid kena grounded and scolding,i offered my mum tokoyaki and start talking to her bout school. Muahaha! Technique baek aku! They never said a word about me reaching home late. Happy siololol! Dah cukup kerekness.

Whut i love most about this pic is....aku so MUCH TALLER than mummyku!

MUAHAHA!

Aku and twinney decided to do something with our hair. Ok wait,i was the one who had been thinking of hair-makeover for the past few weeks then got this penyibok nak follow-follow. Haha! I will NOT cut my hair cos i LOVE my LONG hair. I will just highlight my hair! (Y) As fo twinney,soft rebonding (KENTAL!) his hair and then highlight,the SAME colour as me. Still thinking whut colour. White ash was fae's idea,red is my favourite colour and caramel so minah. Talking about minah,AKU NAK PIERCE! Woohoo! Parents allow siolololol! Baek ah! (Y) Pierce my nose only. =..= Follow my nenek. Haha. Kata india mah,nie bukan trend minah ehk,minah yang ikot orang india! BLUEK! Woohoo! So happy! But of course,ada jek yang tak bagi. =..= Someone says if i pierce my nose,he won't talk to me. Errr...WHUTEVER! My nose sia! HAHA! Dah took 3 fucking days just to listen to that bloody song! Pfft!

Highlight my hair like cassadee ah! ^^

poet-ically artificial

2010-05-21T03:57:00.003+08:00

the END.

My heart was broken,
Love?...was back then,
Tears are wasted,
And now i want you dead.

You were such an arse,
I guess you are from planet Mars,
No brain,no heart,
You think,using your butt.

Fcuk you asshole,
I wanna take your soul,
No point letting you live,
If you keep making girls grieve.

Hope karma befalls on you,
Go and die in the loo,
Get stuck in the toilet bowl,
And make yourself look like a fool.

I will kill you softly,
Walking behind you steadily,
People said i was insane,
In the end ,i shot you at the brain.

I felt the satisfication,
I had always been patient,
Finally,its over,
He will now crossover.

Created this out of boredom.
Not refering to anyone,so don't TERASA ok.
Haha.

he's not talking to me :(

2010-05-20T02:11:00.000+08:00

Its fucking bored when you're grounded. Wanted to accompany zawa to lavender,to take her passport but...I'M GROUNDED! Damnit. Bored like hell at home. Lazy to work. Lazy to study maths. Calculator is still missing. School next year,after i manage to save up for the course fee. So i hafta work!

Its sad when someone you really want to talk to,refuse to talk to you. Its like SUMPAH saddening! I hafta run to my room and cry. After im done,i'll get out of the room. I'm like a crazy girl sia. Lol. :( I know he still blame me fo whut had happen. Haish. It seems like its not my fault. Partly maybe but not TOTALLY! I really want to talk to you! Idk why but i kinda miss you. :(
Guess ah ppl who he is. When he talks to me,then i tell you who he is. Haha! Only one person knows who im talking about. Haish. Fiq,aku nak cookies and creme!

To twinney,I WILL MAKE YOU FAT! =P

i want wayfarers. lots of them.

2010-05-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

Aku nak sleep with my mum today. Seriously no fucking mood. Aku nak go library tmrw. Comics dah overdue. I wanna have a sushi date with my mum. Craving for sushis! Aku nak mcflurry juga. Hershey cookies and creme. Aku nak cheezels. Aku nak tokoyaki. Aku nak jam aqua tuu! Aku nak dye and highlight rambut aku! And aku malas nak kerja. (Y) Aku thought mak aku marah dengan aku sesekali tak. Woohoo! aku lost calculator aku! How to study maths sia?! Ok i need money. Twinneyku,biler nak jumpa belanja aku makan? :( Hari tuu kau tido! Bacen. Aku ingat tau. And3,aku macam rindu kau gitu kan. And3,aku cam need kau gitu kan. Aku need sabby! Aku need ain! Gawd. My life is so fucked-up now.

was it me or you?

2010-05-18T22:39:00.001+08:00

Today was really fucked up! Like seriously. Then add another person who like kinda worsen it somemore. Block me at msn,delete me from FB and delete my number sekali ok! (Y) Ok gelek. Lets not talk whut happen in the afternoon cos its like M18. Wasted ekal was not at home to witness it and i was strong,holding back my tears and tried to ermm...smile? At the wrong of point of time. LOL! Eventually i fall asleep cos i was REALLY tired. Someone semes me sarcastically. Like OMG. My day was already bad and you help to worsen it somemore. Thanks. K to you,how should i fucking know that you met an accident?! I switch off my phone cos i was too lazy to entertain some buggers. And you thank me,bcos of me,you were admiited into the hospital. Like tell me ah,siapa yang tak bingit sia. Dah aku takder mood. And you try to defend yourself and saying i don't appreciate you?! Wake up lah! Perangai kau tuu macam kanak-kanak sia. You say you are matured and you taught me this and that,and i THANK you for that but sometimes,ur perangai is sungguh the childish! Call me childish,go cermin diri dulu. You think highly of yourself,think you are the superior. Go and tell everyone that i don't appreaciate you ah. Go ah. I believe im not in the wrong,TOTALLY! So suka hati kau ah. Aku dah takder mood nak gi layan orang. And k skip that,aku nak say thank you for all the things you taught me. SUMPAH i appreciate it and pls,control your temper. Thats whut i hate the most. K bye to you.

And aku nak keluar. Aku taknak mak aku pergi. Aku nak ikot mak aku sekali. Aku taknak tinggal dengan si bapok mulut laser tuu. Aku taknak tengok orang yang salahkan aku. Gaahh. Why must this happen to me?!

bapok fever!

2010-05-18T00:59:00.000+08:00

OhMyGucci!

I laugh like hell sia watching this vid many times!

Haha! The ''Dato'Siti Nurhaliza'' BOOMZ sia!

Someone,ok no,two pantats watched The Last Song without me!

=..= Sad siololol! But-but-but,that someone says nak tengok the second time with me.

Woohoo! I can't say their names,later kena saman! HAHAHA!

LOL!

awesome 4!

2010-05-17T23:14:00.001+08:00

Taken from fatyn's blog.

Awesome,awesome,awesome!

I like the girl's hair. Many,many colours! Woohoo!

K aku nak dye rambut lahhhhh!

OMG! OMG! OMG!

2010-05-17T21:47:00.001+08:00

Everyone is so EXCITED about this pic bcos of MR KOO KAY KEE!

Found out from my loveable not-botak-anymore boyfriend,that these students are the first batch

=..= Means that this pic is like zaman KUNO!

Ohmygay,look at mr koo! Anorexic sia! HAHAHA!

Fo sho,i anti him. Bcos of him,i failed my physics!

There are times i passed my phsyics is bcos i copy. HAHA!

I copy who ah? I forgot. Lol!

Today will be very special cos i'll make this blog really alive cos i'm tired of watching movies and dramas.

Might as why i just posts the shits from my brain! WOOHOO!

And currently waiting for sabby to upload the pics then i can like blog bout that someone. =..=

Special request lah kan. LOL!

Ekal's pm goes like this...''im like oh my gosh,im so in love.''

I ask him,hes in love with who? He told me its a song.

I ask him whut song,he says omg. I really didn't know whut song cos the lyrics is common sia!

Member meletup siol,caps lock tros and ask him whut song lah! And he replied omg.

Wahpiang! Then aku baru realise that theres a song OMG by usher and will.a.am. =..=

How can i forget the song when i listen to it almost everyday! HAHAHA! Wth.

aku suka Harry Potek!

2010-05-17T02:30:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA!

Edward menyibok siololol!

let's fly high,baby.

2010-05-17T01:58:00.001+08:00

''Aku nak kite yang colour-colour tuu.''
These days,almost everyone wants to fly kite.
Whut will the next 'in' thing be?
I wonder.

Theres a list of things i wanna do. Badly. With the right person. At the right time.

AKU SUUUUKER! AKU DAH TEMBAM! I CAN SEE DIMPLE! WOOHOO!

aku lied,kau smile. :)

2010-05-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

Aku the yellow shirt girl. Ain beside me then sabby the long black-haired girl.

And as fo the guys,hmm. Ain,nak an ke zair? HAHAHA!

Suuuuup! Today was like 'unplan'. Padahal-padahal. Haha! Woke up late. So yah,aku starkarat! Woohoo! Luckily ain never pelangkung aku. Haha! Farhan was already at sembawang station at 1pm. (Y) Bcos of me,we reach semb station at 2++! HAHAHA! Oh well,aku boss so no one scold me ah. LOL! Shuttle-d bus ourselves to SSC. SEMBAWANG SHOPPING CENTRE ok ppl not the science centre. HAHAHA! And chak-bah at twinney! Aku lied that aku got other plans and tadaa,aku stand in front of him. With my 'parents'. Haha! Swensen cancelled cos confirm the queue berry the long! Wanted to fly kite as plan but the weather kacau daun uh. Pfft. So bus-ed to town and lepak only lor. Oh ya,when aku and twinney were sleeping,got these two monyets ah,cannot stop chattering sia. Loudly somemore. Haha! Siapa terasa nasib ah ehk. *winkwink* Ate at Mcd while waiting for sabby to reach. Then we saw fatyn and alim,thus they joined us too. Very the kecoh and an made a rose for me using the tissue. Sweet right my bapak. Haha! AND,i made twinney wore the mickey mouse ears and walk around,as a punishment. HAHA! Epic siololol! But then,everyone was embarassed to walk with him,so aku pity him lah kan,aku lah yang wear it. Ainkkk. Then charles and keith,then lepak at esplanade rooftop and snap some pichas. Awesome. Sabby says my face and twinney look-a-like. Biaser bro. Dah kata twinneys. Haha! Then balik ah,makbapak dah bising liao. Reach home.raiyan,the next afez,throw the house key at me. Bagus. (Y) Everyone in the house anti me. (Y)(Y) Except for ekal ah,at least he semes me. Haha! Ok dah diam ppl. My mum threathened aku again. Want to send me to rumah mak,FOR A MONTH! Can die sia! Wahlao. I wanna go the job interview tmrw morning but then,my parents don't want to talk me. Haiya. Ok,aku grounded ok ppl! Kental sungguh. Aku thought zaman ground-ground nie dah end last year,check-check tak. =.= So anyone who have dates with me this week,sorry hor. AKU GROUNDED! And AIN,send aku gambar tembam-tembam aku! ^__^

aku hate myself

2010-05-16T01:55:00.000+08:00

My parents are out. Watching a movie. If they watch ironman 2,aku kill them. But aku pretty sure they watch a tamil movie. HAHA! Where should aku go tmrw? Where?! Aku no idea since someone like change the plans. Fucktard betol. If its pasal the stupid joke,like cmon,its stupid. LOL! Ok where people?! Where?!?! Aku taknak stay at home! Boring yknow! Ok baahhh.

Aku don't know. And someone made me laugh. Aku cakap SSC then he thinks SSC stands for singapore science centre. Baek ah papa an! (Y) Ok now aku really wish aku can turn back time. Gaahh. And aku being a real bitch. A heartbreaker. Somemore whut ah. Aku don't know ah. Pfft. And aku dye my hair. And fuckyeah its awesome NOT! Pfft. Now all aku can see is,black! Then my mum,being soooo nice,tell me to dye at a saloon ajer. Woohoo! At last! But3,she force aku to cut my hair SHORT! Cam soyal betol.

Yang Terindah ♥

2010-05-13T22:21:00.002+08:00

Yang Terindah

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Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah
Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah

Not being jiwang but i'm just obsessed with this song.

aku = b.a.b.i

2010-05-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

Suuuuup! Today aku like babi. Aku woke up at 2pm after mama keep pinching and tickling me. =.= Then aku cook. Ayam tomato and its super delish! Aku eat then watch tv. Then mama rest dalam bilik,aku eat lagi. Aku hungry ah. Haha. Then aku join mama 'rest'. End up,aku ter-sleep. See,macam babi. Mama shout at aku,wahhh fierce. Aku scared seii. Lol. Watched adamaya,last episode. Expected ending. Aku nak work cos aku don't want to stay at kampung for a month! Can die sia. No internet,no connection! CAN DIE! So hushpuppies,please save aku. Call me ASAP! Aku finish watching adnan sempit the series. HARUSLAH. Haha. Some parts are funneh,some parts are crappy. In conclusion,aku babi. =]

i will fuck you upside-down

2010-05-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

Ok,everyone is seriously obsessed with afez agyness tuu! I'm tired of listening about him lah people! Hate him or whutsoever,go and find him then bash him up ah! Whut do you get if you complain to me?! NOTHING! Aku bukan mataer dier or mak dier ke per! Jangan cam satu orang tuu,aku tengah tido,call aku abeh marah-marah pasal si afez nie! HAHAHAHA!

Ok get over it. Today bestfriend teman aku go meet bestfriend. Ok taklah,aku go hush puppies alone then bestfriend datang after that. Aku apply for job at hush puppie bcos my mum dah ugut aku. Aku scared ah. Haha! Colleague bestfriend schoolmate aku dulu. And i don't even know him. Janji same secondary school and primary school ehk macha! Haha. Then aku and bestfriend go cold storage to buy chachos for bestfriend. Aku bought for myself cheezles. Gelek ah! After that,buy mcflurry then go back hush puppies,give chachos to bestfriend. Aku and bestfriend balik,rushing bcos adamaya dah start! Like OHMYGAY! By the time aku reach home,aku miss the best part. Sedih. Then watch berita malaysia,gempak ah ehk,can give birth at camp.Awesome sia that girl. Haha. Not just any camp ok people,NS camp! Salute ah the girl. After that idk whut happen ah cos aku already fly to lalaland. Haha! Mum woke me up. Now aku can't sleep back. Thanks mum. (Y) ILY siololol! -___-

Aku want to say goodbye to someone then end up,someone else says goodbye to aku.(Y)

food heaven!

2010-05-11T00:49:00.000+08:00

Ytd,aku tak pergi cotton on punya interview. Qayyum call pagi,aku taknak bangun. Pukul satu baru nak bangun. Dapat tahu interview sampai pukul enam. Ok tu nothing ah. Best part aku keluar rumah nak dekat pukul empat. =.= End up aku lepak pat RP dengan afiq,sabby and ful. Mencekik sekali ah. Waffles,chicken cutlet&spaghetti and curi rasa prata hotdog. HAHA! Aku jumpa zaki tadi. HAHA! Zaki tanya,kau RP jugak ke? Afiq dah ketawa-ketawakan aku. =.= Aku jawab ah aku feeling-feeling budak RP jek. HAHA! All the way jalan,bawak lappy afiq. Nampak macam budak poly per. HAHAHA! Aku semes mdm fadzillah,dengan niat nak jumpa dier. Find out,dier nak g rumah makbapak dier. Kecoh ah. Aku buat hmk sabby,dengan bangga nyer. Saper nak aku buatkan RJ korang,bilang yer,aku boleh buatkan. Afiq nyer pon aku tolong buatkan. Pape takmo luper bagi upah yer. Aku buatkan bukan FOC! HAHAHA! Ok next gi NTUC beli cookies and creme pastu gi macd beli mcflurry. Aku masih tetap tak gemok-gemok. Stress siololol! Jumpa reene dengan zul lagik. Haha. Dapat tahu tadi yang faiz abubakar pon ada pat macd tapi tak reti tegur. Pantat! Dah puaskan nafsu makan,balik ah,aper lagik. Sampai rumah,K.O. Baru bangun jugak ah nie. Tak boleh tidur balik. Baek. (Y) Aku nak tengok adamaya sekarang. Tadi aku tak dapat tengok kan. Stress tau tadi. Lepas adamaya,aku nak tengok cerita adnan sempit the series. Awesome. Dah episode 4,aku tak tahu langsung! K dah bye. Aku nak gugu-gaga syed hussain pastu shaheizy sam. HAHAHAHA!

bila birthday kau?

2010-05-10T01:52:00.001+08:00

JANUARY=PIMP

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL=SEXY

Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day

JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…

OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins &; you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts
others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

Took from fatyn's tumblr. Nak feeling-feeling reblog bole? HAHA!

cookies and creme

2010-05-10T01:37:00.000+08:00

Mother's day was awesome cos i get go to al-ameen and eat! Woohoo! Ate chicken burger with the cheesy fries. Yummeh! After that went NTUC to shop and i bought 2 hershey' cookies and creme,and cheezles! Aku niari makan banyak KEJU ah. Aku baru realise that ytd was my 1yr and 3 mths anni with you-know-who! Woohoo! Orang tuu totally forgot bout it sampai tak wish. Sodeh. Ok my comp buat perangai,cam soyal. So i'm like updating using this notebook. Awesome kan,i know. Awesome news,i finished watching adamaya,episode 1 to 13! Awesome sungguh! Today got adamaya! Woohoo! Batalkan plan gi posh fo job pon cantik but i want my waffles! If that anak buy then send it to my house pon cantik. HAHAHA! Perangai sak aku! Sekali-sekala tak salah kan boy. Ok aku lapar. Aku nak kerja. Aku nak blaj maths. Aku nak tutor. Tutor yang FOC ah ehk,stakat blanja makan dah cukup nyer kes. HAHAHA! Suruh makcik aku pon cantik, Awesome. Ok aku serious. I want a tutor yang serious and strict,bukan kaki gerek cos fo sho aku can't concentrate if like that. Ramai yang nak ajar aku semua kecoh-kecoh so kena reject! Haha! Fo sho aku taknak khidir. I can sleep cos no more fae,fiq,fiz,brin,alim or faiz. Only khazin yang macam statue ada. HAHAHA! Borink sialalala if like that. Aku nak the aqua blue watch yang aku nampak hari tu. AKU NAK! The colour is like the colour of my blogskin. Awesome kan. Aku beli blue,kau beli pink ok? Ok gelek! Aku nak dye rambut lagik but my father says highlight my hair better and my mother says NO to both. =.= Rambut dah macam minah abeh sibok! HAHAHAHAHA! K aku sial. Sorry mama,ilysm! Aku nak g johor. Aku nak tengok ironman. Aku nak headphone ironman sekali! Birthday present aku ok twinney! Sardine jek mintak orang. Haha! Ok niari aku bebual many malay. Next aku nak bebual using awak,saya ah. HAHAHA! Ah ok,otak blank. Ok last,syed hussain is super hawt! HAHAHA! Tak habis-habis sia aku. =.= Laki orang siololol! Haha!

awesome-mest!

2010-05-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

Today,for the first time,i woke up early,thanks to twinney. =.= Met up with him and had lunch at banquet. Saw reene and zul. Reene makin hawt! Haha! Oh ya,i met wanie today,at last,after hearing lots of stories about her. I bought mcflurry today. Ok ytd i bought too. Seems like almost everday i consume mcflurry and my dad don't mind giving me 2bucks everyday for it. HAHA! Awesome. Mcflurry and milk,COMPULSORY! So the twins had gone back home and the house is so the senyap! No one will come and wake me up in the morning. No one will carry me to the toilet when i refuse to wake up. HAHA! No one to fight with,over nonsensical stuff. And no one to teman me watch korean movies anymore. Wahhh sad. Can cry liao. Haha. Exaggerating! Ok im seriously lazy to type ah. I'm hooked to adamaya these days. Haha. I miss the first few episodes so im watching it right now. Woohoo! Adam is SUPER HAWT! K bye!

A gentle reminder for twinney,stop disturbing me about hady. You still owe me zoo,swensen,tekka and waffle! Muahaha!

bored nak mampos!

2010-05-06T02:42:00.001+08:00

AKU! AKU! AKU! I'm everyday-AWESOME!

WOOHOO!

Last person who talk to you- Papa.
Last person who smile at you- Everyone?
Last person to text you- Faezah.
Last person who called you- Hady.
Last person who kiss you- Secret ah!
Last person who hold your hand- Secret ah!
Last song you listen to- Yang terindah-dakmie
Last movie you watched- V3 Samseng Jalanan (cerita merepek!)
Last meal you had- Fishballs and ngohiangs.
Last drink you had- Strawberry Milk
Last dream you had- Can't remember.
Last time you met your love- Which one? HAHA!
Last time you spend time with your bestfriends- 2nd May!
Last time you actually have heart to heart talk with your bestfriends- Ermm...dotdotdot.
Last time you went to a party- 2nd May.
Last time you dance- I always dance. LOL!
Last time you sang- Hmm...just now ah.
Last time you cried- Yesterday.
Last person who made you cry- Guess ah.
Last time you laughed- Just now.
Last person who made you laugh- My family. (L)
Last time you were angry- Just now.
Last person who made you angry- Adik.
Last time you sleep- Few hours ago.
Last item you bought- Tokoyaki.
Last apparel you bought- Denim shorts.
Last time you bath- Yesterday.
Last time you cut your hair- Few days ago.
Last time you steal- Ermm...few years ago? Haha!
Last time you feel guilty- Yesterday.
Last person you felt guilty towards to- Sibuk asal? Haha!
Last time you killed someone- Let me see,just now? LOL!
Last person you killed- Makcik kau!
Last time you did something stupid- Almost did it with twinney! Haha!
Last person you want to talk to- Hmm...tough choice. Ju-ju ah! Or twinney! Haha! K fake. Hady.
Last person you want to smack- Makcik kau!
Last person you want to kiss- DAFI!
Last person you want to get attached to- I'm already attached to DAFI! Woohoo!
Last person you want to get married to- My husband ah. Duhhh!
Last question...do you enjoy this LAST quiz- BLOODY NO! Crapness. Like me. Haha.
Are you up for the WHAT quiz?-Awesome. K go!

What is your ringtone?- Set you on fire-Pop shuvit ft John Hd Nervewreck
What is you message alert tone?- Teruna dan Dara-Lipstick
What handphone are you using?- Nokia E63
What is your wallpaper now?- Sabby and Me.
What theme are you using?- Red
What are you doing right now?-Doing this WHUUUUT quiz!
What are you wearing right now?- Pervertic sia! Haha!
What colour is your underwear?- -___- Red lah.
What time are you going to sleep?- Idk. Ask my makcik.
What makes you bright awake right now?- Excessive sleep.
What are you waiting for now?- Hmm...someone to call me? Haha!
What if we get personal now?- Ah ok gelek!
What makes you smile now?- Listening to yang terindah by dakmie,which reminds me of adamaya. :)
What makes you love that someone so much?- Errr..cos i love him for who he is.
What makes you attracted to him/her?- His crapness.
What is his/her name?- Kimaish. Nak tahu jek. Hmm...cannot tell.
What do you think his/her feelings for you are?- Ask him ah!
What do you want to do with him/her?- Ok meaning? I got a list of things i wanna do with that someone.
What are you wishing right now?- To feel the sudden urge to sleep! Haha!
What are you thinking right now?- Lots of things.
What makes you happy?- Anything that is happy? HAHAHA!
What makes you sad?- Anything that is saddening. HAHAHA! Kes dah malas nak buat nie benda.
What makes you angry?- Someone killed my makcik. HAHAHA! Aku dah start merepek.
What makes you laugh?- My makcik jatuh tergolek-golek. HAHA!
What made you break with your last partner?- His fucking attitude and i don't love him. Duhhh.
What is your current status?- In a relationship? Hahaha!
What if someone ask you for a steady?- I'll say,Awesome. If he replied Wicked,i accept. K aku merepek!
What if someone came and proposed?- Awesome. I want to get married! LOL!
What if the person you love,love your bestfriend?- Bunuh diri. HAHAHAHA!
What if the person you love is gay?- I'll be a lesbian. HAHAHA!
What if the person you love met an accident and lost his/her leg or hand?- Awesome. Another lady gaga.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
What if your parents don't agree with you two being together?- Makcik aku akan slow talk dengan dorang. Semua confirm beres. HAHAHA!
What if you get married to an old person?- Kalo dah jodoh,nak buat camne. But make sure hes a tan sri or datuk ah! HAHAHA!
What if everyone in this world went missing and who will you want to be with you?- Makcik aku. HAHA!
What if you get to buy a bike,what bike will it be?- Vespa! ^.^ Not honda ok hady! Haha!
What if you get to buy a car,what car will it be?- A volkswagen beetle! Woohoo!
What if you get to buy your own house,what house will it be?- A beach house. Awesome.
What if you get to buy a shop,what shop will it be?- Kedai mamak. HAHAHAHA!
What if you get to buy a spot in Singapore,where will it be?- Zoo. Then i want to be a tarzan there. HAHA!
What if you have a million dollars,what will you buy?- Nothing. I prefer to be buried with the money when i die. HAHAHA!
What if i say this quiz has ended?- I will say AWESOME. K bye.

fuck,why am i sucha pig?

2010-05-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

Satu-satu step cute. Haha!

Congrats to faezah asmani for making into the school. She did the questionaires while i didn't. Awesome.

So its like aku sorang ajer ah nie yang tak sekolah! Awesome. Ahhh,maths then sunrice. Ok gelek! So i woke up at 2pm. Awesome. Then in the afternoon,went pasar malam,bought two box of tokoyaki and i got my mcflurry! Woohoo! I bought 2 bottles of milk. So in conclusion,i spend my LAST 10 bucks on food.

-___- Awesome. Ok im bored. Really fucking bored cos i can't sleep! How can hady tidur balik after he sleep for more than 5 hours?! I slept at 8pm and woke up at 11pm. Awesome. Perangai babi. Haha. I want to telan a sleeping pill ok! Awesome. I'm going to do a a quiz to kill my boredom. Awesome.

the talk with an old friend

2010-05-05T01:41:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! I added music to my blog! Woohoo! 5 songs in total and i shuffle-shuffle it. Haha! And im so proud of it. Old friend,cehhh,sang songs to me. Lucky and I'm yours. Feeling-feeling jason mraz ah ehk ju. Haha! Watched anugerah skrin and like ohmygay,they can't act. I only think dzar and mariah can act. See3,i remembered their names. Haha! After which,that pantat called me and we talked otp for 2 solid hours! Boomz. I can't stop laughing talking to that joker. Kau ju-ju,aku nu-nu ok? Ok gelek! I say awesome,you say wicked. Haha. Talk to him till i'm suffering from a headache now. Ok,i want to take this opportunity to say that aku miss twinney. I want to meet you and tell you something,a secret! Haha! K macam paham. Ok,i want takoyaki (spelling gitu ehk?) and mcflurry! :( Pasar malam 5-minutes walk from home and Mcd is 15-minutes walk from home. Itu pon aku malas nak pergi tadi. Make sure today i go and buy! And did i tell you that i did not follow twinney to his idk talk bcos i have to cook! =.= Awesome. Eh i cook ok today! Awesome. Oh ya,thanks to idk who,i'm stuck to hardcore these days. Can i have my hindi rush back?

tik tok-kesha

2010-05-04T01:37:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA!
I'm actually listening to the song and tried singing with those lyrics.
LOL!

kiss me (acoustic)-sixpence none the richer

2010-05-04T00:50:00.001+08:00

2nd May was AWESOME! Miss gathering with the COOL kids. HAHAHA! *inside joke* Met sabby,ain and fae at the b&s. Satu-satu janji melayu. Haha. Aku semangat pakai long dress nak jiwer dengan fae nyer pasal. When she went off early,aku sorang jek,tak fun! Haha! Went marina square for lunch at BK then proceed to esplanade rooftop and start blowing the ballons. Awesome. Then blahblahblah,fae chiow,me,ain and sabby go and take the cake. The boys take care of the place. Funny part was when we have to search for a stainless steel knife,to cut the cake. Swensen did not provide us the knife. =.= End up,sabby when starbucks,asked for a knife and we walked off. HAHAHA! We steal a knife from starbucks. How awesome is that. Mad rush to the max cos half an hour more to 7. And tadaaa! Surprise! Woohoo! Awesome. K im actually tired to tell the whole story ah. Pictures will do the talking.

3rd May was really awesome. Someone went for his school trip,kononnya. Haha! The plan to go swimming,cancelled bcos of the rain. Even tho it rain-ed today,the weather is still humid. I was sweating like a pig. Aku aper steam ntah,go and wear long sleeve. =.= My parents too. Satu-satu sumpah beylo. HAHA! Watched Mulan,the chinese movie and wahhh,lembab sungguh that we keep fast forward-ing it. Not a happy ending for this mulan movie,not like the cartoon. There is no dragon or even singing. HAHAHA! Duhhh! What do you expect!! K im hungry. Like seriously FAMISHED. Haish.