| Afira.J Says; "I'm Dope."♔ |
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Tuesday, October 19 There are times when you are stuck in between. You will feel lost and confuse. Still undecisive. Your heart says no but looking back at the situation,you have to resist the heart's temptation. Some things that we want badly might not be the best fo us. The truth is,the ego in us blurred the reality. You will do anything,no matta whut it takes,to prove or achieve it. You ignored the side effects of your actions. You will realise your wrong move but it will be too late to save yourself. In the end,you lose. You will feel helpess and lost,no aim in life. Life will start to be meaningless fo you. The thing that completes you is missing. Everything seems so wrong and different. You go on depression mode. There will be a traffic jam in your head. The bittersweet moments cause endless downpour. Giving up the whole thing is the only option left but the ego,yes the ego,will give you the strength. You will still put hope on it. You lie to yourself and everyone else that you're okay and moving on but the fact is,you're still hoping like one stupid dumbass. In conclusion,you will forever be in the same situation if you still let ego overtake you. Lesson learnt. ___________________________________________________________________________ A.J ♥;090893 Barista Chef is the dream career. Chuck Bass aka Ed Westwick is the sex. I ♥ Tom.(: |
