|Afira.J Says; "I'm Dope."♔|
Monday, April 19Firstly,the nervousness killed me when i woke up. It made me continue sleeping. "Ring,ring,ring'. House phone rang and dad lied. Checked my phone,2 miss calls. Can't sleep back,went online and burst the awesome news to everyone. Obviously the first one to know is twinney,since he semes me. Lol. I have to go tmrw,no matter what! Pfft. Faezah too,but hers was one-day attachment and its next monday. Oh gawd,im seriously not in the mood to entertain those rascals. Oh ya,the mina-ish post was for a minah,OBVIOUSLY! Not for a boy. Lol. Watched Kal Ho Na Ho today. First love. I remembered my first love. It was love at first sight. Saw him for the first time and i knew he will be the one who im going to love. Smiles for you,boy.
I bet most of you girls pretend that you're happy but inside,you are tormenting. You act like you don't care and everything is fine with you. Actual fact,its killing you slowly. You lied bout giving up but actually,you were hoping. His lies hurt you so much but you will forgive him,for sho. Reason was,you don't want him to leave. You'll cry not bcos he hurt you,you cried bcos of those beautiful moments you had with him and how much you miss it. You sacrificed alot so that he'll be happy and you'll be happy too,if hes happy. Hes blind to notice it and you will feel that all your sacrifices all these while had gone to waste. You felt like giving up but your love for him,pulled you back. Hes clever at stating bout being true and loyal to your partner but he,himself didn't. It hurts you but you pretend that 'its ok with me.' All you wanted was him,to understand you and know the truth,that you love him so damn fucking much and hes the only one in your heart. All you wanted was him,to treasure you ad not taking advantage of you,just bcos you gave in easily. All you wanted was him,to show you that he loves you,only you and theres only you and him,in this chapter of life. Am ii right girls? This is how you feel right. Theres more to it boys. Theres more. It takes two hands to clap.
Like i said,i miss and i will still love the boy who said ily to me,before the plane took off.
Cos you are the best thing that happen in my life. :)
Chef is the dream career.
Chuck Bass aka Ed Westwick is the sex.
I ♥ Tom.(: