
Afira.J Says; "I'm Dope."♔ |
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Thursday, February 11Look at the time. Why am i at home and not at work kan! Thanks to my dad! Woke up and can't wait to go to work cos its gonna be the first time im going work! Wahhh suker sia! End up,my dad said i cannot go to work. And3,he can laugh about it. Nb toot-toot. I burst into tears! Wahhh cannot tahan anymore ahh. Happen lots of times already. Sungguh wtf ahh! Even after i woke up from my aft nap,i continued crying. I got no mood talking to any of them. I'm working cos i want kaching for Jakarta! Why can't they just und that MOTIVE!They controlled my life on almost everything! Serious-serious. From studies to work to guys! So sick and tired of it! Studies. They force me to take up nursing. They will say that they are just giving an idea but hell no! They will talk bout nursing and the benefits of it. I already said i want to be a teacher but still,they give other ideas. The ones that THEY are interested in. They told me to go ITE but i don't want. Then when i want,they stop me. Wth sia. I want to re-take my Maths but they forbid me to do so! =.= They say if i'm not accepted into the private institute,wait till next year to become an air stewardess. Macam-macam sia! Ok lah,becoming an air stewardess is reasonable cos imma wanderlust! About work,they want me to find good jobs. I already told them i will find one after the Jakarta trip. For now,its just a temp job and gawd,they don't und. Sumpah binget! They want me to work as a teacher lah,at the office lahh,kerja kes kencang-kencang. I only got 4 O's sia. Tak lepas doks! If only they und ah ehk! And guys,haish. Why are they forcing me to be with someone i don't like?! Just because they like that guy,they,especially my mum,will force me to be with him. =.= Mcm knnccb betol! In conclusion,my life,my choices! When can i get my own space and get to make my own choices? I don't want to be anak mak/bapak siots! A.J ♥;090893 Barista Chef is the dream career. Chuck Bass aka Ed Westwick is the sex. I ♥ Tom.(: |